Ekporneusma
Disciple of Prayer
I have had a number of rapes in my lifetime, and have also been emotionally/ physically attacked by a number of proclaimed witches (one was a satanist wolf in sheep clothing while I was trying to be a missionary. I have been a victim across many layers of actions, rapes, violence, bullying as a child; and in 2022 I had just prayed I was really ready for trauma to be done for me; and the same day I prayed this and wrote it in my journal- I was raped the most violently and feared he would kill me by another stranger (a dance instructor who was a professional and I had no indication he was anything but professional)…Literally I have been raped more than anyone I know and I promise I am not dressing scantily, doing things to provoke this— it seems there was an assignment against me or something. The witches attacking me thing- One I believe put a curse/ hex / something against me as a dancer and against my confidence…..I was a very strong dancer in my dancing at the time, and on such a track of success when I had an argument with a witch who felt we had karmic againstness; she sat staring at me dancing all night post telling me to “enjoy my dances tonight” and post her saying that with evil in her eyes….I swear my legs felt bewitched and I lost my track and ability to dance. The legs didn’t feel like my legs; and I never got my swag and confidence and dance brilliance back….I also one time Accidently ended up in a witch circle for a moon ceremony or something they called it and I didn’t realize it was a witch circle til I had said my part and done my ritual with a rose I had to declare all I wanted to take in and declare what I was done with for the next season; but the witch leading it was working with Azrielle….I do not know much but I literally lost all of my confidence post then….when I had said I wanted the opposite….I was ready for my not enough Ess to leave and to be the best version of myself but instead I became the most insecure ever…. I also had recent dreams that confirmed that there is witchcraft involved in not just my life but also that of my boyfriend….if you can say a prayer over him also- I had a dream that was very vivid that let me know there were 5 layers of reality clouding my vision of what was really going on in my boyfriend….and I was downloaded that witchcraft and cúrses were involved. Now he is not a christian - he is a non practicing Jew. I am a very very liberal non practicing christian but I still believe most I would say. But my faith has been very shaken post all of the things I have been thru and especially the last violent rape. The man grabbed my throat as he violently sickly raped me and I went limp….I have never been more shut down totally from life since he did this to me - I have not recovered even barely….I have been full of constant anxiety, fear, terror….I had a scream inside me that would not go away that I think is not finished screaming…..I have had no ability to finish anything - literally- super debilitated to do or finish nearly anything. I need prayer over all of these things and a clearing of all witchcraft and all curses off of me over this time. I also believe that Rocio my ex’es mother may have put a spell on me also or said black spells over me because she didn’t want me with her son. I also feel I have had difficulty trusting females and a number of betraying females in my life since my own twin sister. I want to ask for a clearing of female trauma/ drama also. Please pray with me for a canceling of all curse, for a blessing of protection over all parts of me but especially my sacral areas, my life force energies, over my throat chakra and ability to talk freely; over all that has to do with my brain also- my executive functioning needs rewired post trauma my brain has been absolutely fried and I’ve done nearly no drugs or alcohol my whole life- it is trauma alone that has hurt my brain so much…. Please pray with me and pray thru Jesus also as I pray thru Him please. Please pray thru Jesus to seal the prayer s of protection as this is my need and request. My boyfriend if you can pray protection and clearing over him also as I saw him unconscious in my dream and his ex was a witch and put spells on him that he would fall in love with her eventually….and the last time she came around even though he does not like her has no feelings toward her he ended up breaking up with me for no reason post seeing her…I felt he was affected by her spells again….he doesn’t believe in witches or spells or any of this so I know this clearing is for me but if you can pray for me for clarity from God about my future….and also about if he is the life partner for me or not; I do ask you pray a clearing of the curses put on him by his ex the violent witch please praying for him to minimally be freed of her curses set and the damage from her abuse and the abuse after effects of his ex also who cheated on him who makes it so he is very guarded against falling in love…I am asking God that God will reveal himself to my boyfriend and show him who HE is; and that God will undo all the enemy did on he and I both. I pray we are both cleared of all witchcraft, all curses, I pray we are both aligned to God’s very best for us; I pray for a rewiring of both of our brains; I pray for a removal of all soul ties and spirits in me that are not for me in Jesus’ name and for a clearing of all energy that is not mine; I pray for a reminder of who I am in God and a reuniting of my soul to God in the purest ways; and that my boyfriend gets the opportunity to be connected to God the way I have been in the past and look to be again. I pray that the enemy’s lies fall all away and that truth leads and protects my relationship; and if he is the man that God really has for me that we live out our days in the best romance possible; if he is not my life partner I pray we have the best season of learning kindness and growth possible and that we only only only bless each other’s lives and that we are led to the people perfect for us both and that we can end in a non toxic very kind grateful way. I pray for my future husband and I and ask for God to unite us in such sweetness and protect our marriage and bless my womb in all ways not even needing alternative help to have a healthy baby; I pray for a clear vision from God for my life again and the removal of all lies and enemy attacks off of me in Jesus’ name! I ask for the purpose of my life to be aligned by God and the clarity of which school/ program I should be in to be revealed very soon or in perfect timing; I pray for financial blessing over myself and my future family; I pray for richness in love and preciousness and trust and faithfulness. I pray for beautiful sacredness in all of My relationships and help by God to get out of comparison and fear and anxiety and freeze mode but help to get into my very best possible self of boldness who is authentically myself and of the best rapport with others. I pray for help to accomplish my dreams and blessings from God on this. Ii am asking God / Spirit for true guidance in my love life for the absolute best life partner for me in this lifetime ; and for clarity about which career to do and help to do so; and for favor over all of the healing I need to be able to function again post Complex PTSD caused by the multiple rapes especially the last rapist I believe may be a serial rapist capable of murder…for justice over these rapists but that God can have mercy on their souls once they truly repent; I ask for protection: I do not want to draw any more rapist in my lifetime nor to face even more violence…..I am asking God for discernment, safety and protection of the highest light over my life in all ways. I pray for all of this in Jesus’ mighty name. AMEN. Thank you so so so much for agreeing with me in prayer!
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