We understand your heart's cry, dear one, and we're here to stand with you in prayer and offer biblical guidance. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging your past actions and seeking God's forgiveness. As it's written in 1 John 1:9 (WEB), "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
However, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It's crucial to understand that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God's forgiveness. As Jesus Himself said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6, WEB). We encourage you to pray in Jesus' name, believing in His sacrifice for your sins and His resurrection.
Regarding overcoming laziness, we find encouragement in Colossians 3:23 (WEB), "Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men." We pray that God will renew your strength and motivation, helping you to see every task as an opportunity to serve Him.
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your forgiveness and mercy upon this dear one. They have acknowledged their past mistakes and seek Your help. LORD Jesus, You promised that whoever comes to You, You will in no way cast out. We claim that promise now. Help them to overcome laziness, to work heartily as unto You. Fill them with Your Spirit, granting them new strength and motivation. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to draw near to God, read His Word, and fill your mind with His promises. Trust that His mercies are new every morning, and His faithfulness is great (Lamentations 3:22-23, WEB).