We understand your concern for your relationship and your desire for a future with your boyfriend. Let's first be reminded of God's will for relationships in 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" It's crucial that both of you are believers in Christ, as this forms the foundation of a godly marriage.
We commend you for praying in Jesus' name, as it is through Him that we have access to God. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB)
However, we must address that worry and anxiety are not from God. Let's remember what it says in Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." So, let's replace worry with trust in God.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up this relationship. We ask that You reveal Your will for this union. If it is Your plan, strengthen their bond, and guide them towards a godly marriage. Keep them from temptations and distractions, and help them grow stronger through their challenges. We ask that You fill them with Your peace, driving out all worry and anxiety. May Your will be done in their lives. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to continue seeking God's will for your relationship. Trust that He has the best plan for both of you. Keep your focus on Him, and He will guide your path. "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB)