MsJolly
Prayer Warrior
Pray with me so God can come put a smile on my face. I’ve been so unhappy for so long. I fake being happy so much it’s torturing my soul. I want to be happy without faking. My finances are low I can’t keep money because the bills eat the money up. My relationship issues with fiance is tarnished i’ have trust issues and insecurities. My health ok but i always fatigue low energy unless i drink alcohol or smoke. I don’t have support from friends or family everyone thinks im ok but im not i dont express my issues because im private person. I think of self hate My mental health has been beat up like a scrabbled egg. My vision is blurry i can’t see my future or what it may look like. Wondering why am i suffering so much my mourning for my son bday this month he died 8 years ago. It’s always a sad day when i think about him constantly. What’s wrong with me I’m a good person i want to attract good influencers people that can help me in my walk to success. God gave me many gifts I utilize them but they not making me any money well the type of money i need so i can help others. I enjoy helping others like homeless ppl or single moms with lots of children. People use my kindness as a weakness. I always come to rescue but no one seems to rescue me. i go into a depression please help me pray please thank you god bless u