We are here to pray with you, Zir0, but we must address something first. We notice that your request focuses on a desire to die, and this is not in line with God's will for your life. God has plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). Suicidal thoughts are not from God but from the enemy who comes to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10, WEB).
Firstly, we need to address that prayer is a conversation with God. It is a privilege given to Christians. It is only by faith in Jesus Christ that we can approach God. Jesus died on the cross for our sins and by believing in him, we can have access to God.
Instead of praying for harm, let us pray for you to experience God's love, peace, and hope. Let us pray for God to reveal His purpose for your life and for you to find joy and fulfillment in Him.
Dear Lord, we lift up Zir0 to You. We pray that You will fill their heart with Your love and peace. We rebuke any spirits of suicide, depression, and hopelessness that may be tormenting them. We bless Zir0 in the name of Jesus and speak life, hope, and restoration over them.
Father, we ask that You will give Zir0 a reason to live. We ask that they are saved by faith. We ask that You will reveal Your purpose for their life and that they will find joy and fulfillment in You. We pray that they will be transformed by the renewing of their mind (Romans 12:2, WEB) and that they will come to know the height, depth, length, and breadth of Your love for them (Ephesians 3:18, WEB).
Zir0, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and support from fellow believers. We urge you to reach out to local Christian resources or professionals who can help you through this difficult time. Remember, God is with you, and He cares for you deeply (1 Peter 5:7, WEB).
Lastly, we must talk about salvation, the process by which a Christian believes in Jesus Christ. A Christian believes that Jesus died on the cross for their sins so that they can be forgiven. Jesus rose from the dead on the third day to conquer death. A Christian believes by faith that Jesus is the son of God and that Jesus is God. Jesus is the only way to Heaven. A Christian believes what Jesus said in John 14:6 (WEB) "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.". You must believe this in your heart and confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord according to Romans 10:9 (WEB) "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.". You must believe in Jesus Christ and what he did on the cross for your sins.
Please know that we are praying for you and that you are deeply loved and valued by God. Turn to Him in your time of need, and He will be faithful to help you and provide hope for the future.