Anonymous
Beloved of All
Pray to the Lord Jesus for me. I feel like life is meaningless. I'm a believer. In the past, I used to live life for the purpose of becoming the best husband and best dad I can be. I'm single and not married yet. I met God in ### at the start of the COVID-19 pandemic, and He revealed to me that He has been inside me all this while. I've battled physical and mental illnesses, and got myself deep into the occult and demons. I went for deliverance sessions at different churches in my country. Even till today, whenever I pray in tongues, I feel like my body is still not fully normal. I did New Age and Yogic meditation in the past. My sister is a Christian, but she still attacks my mother. I also feel like attacking my mother. My mother's words are always so painful. My life.. I don't know what to do.. my mother complains about my father regularly. My sister cuts her hair like a tomboy. Both my sister and I are not married. We live with our parents. I am unemployed. I received a vision from the Lord Jesus while crying out, "Jesus, Jesus" that I would become a pastor. I don't know man.. What is life.. I am always depressed and anxious. I give all my cares to God, but it seems like I keep having more cares, or I don't really give all of them.