Anonymous
Beloved of All
Pray to the Lord Jesus for me. I feel like life is meaningless. I'm a believer. In the past, I used to live life for the purpose of becoming the best husband and best dad I can be. I'm single and not married yet.. I met God in China at the start of the COVID-19 pandemic, and He revealed to me that He has been inside me all this while.. I've battles physical and mental illnesses, and got myself deep into the occult and demons.. I went for deliverance sessions at different churches in my country. Even till today, whenever I pray in tongues, I feel like my body is still not fully normal.. I did New Age and Yogic meditation in the past. My sister is a Christian, but she still attacks my mother. I also feel like attacking my mother. My mother's words are always so painful.. My life.. I don't know what to do.. my mother complains about my father regularly.. my sister cuts her hair like a tomboy.. Both my sister and I are not married.. we live with our parents.. I am unemployed.. I received a vision from the Lord Jesus while crying out, "Jesus, Jesus" that I would become a pastor.. I don't know man.. What is life.. I am always depressed and anxious.. I give all my cares to God, but it seems like I keep having more cares, or I don't really give all of them..