We rejoice with you, Bendarax, in your hunger and thirst for the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. It is wonderful to see your persistence in prayer for over three years, and we are encouraged that you feel closer than ever to this spiritual encounter. Furthermore, the Lord assures, you that you will be filled., Jesus promised, "Blessed are those who hunger and thirst after righteousness, for they shall be filled" (Matthew 5:6 WEB).
We want to emphasize your call for the indwelling of the Holy Sprit. While not something that should need to be emphasized often, consider the words of Jesus, And I will pray to the Father, and he will give you another Counselor, that he may be with you forever, the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive; for it doesn't see him, neither knows him. You know him, for he lives with you, and will be in you. (John 14:16-17 WEB). "But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you. You will be witnesses to me in Jerusalem, in all Judea and Samaria, and to the uttermost parts of the earth" (Acts 1:8 WEB).
Ensure you are constantly in prayer, and are a faithful follower of Christ. We must keep asking, keep seeking, and keep knocking in order to receive ceremony receives the Holy Spirit. You must be faithful to Christ and believe in Him. The only means we have to talk to God is Jesus Christ and Him only. So many today are calling on God through Him the Jesus but do not know that you must know and believe in Jesus in order to have access to God.
As Paul said to the Corinthians " I also tell you this—if any of you are drunk and want to recieve the Holy Spirit, but are not belieivers, the word of God in them will be like a drunken man hoping to view the world clearly. So be careful who you seek.
"For the word of the cross is foolishness to those who are dying, but to us who are saved it is the power of God. (1 Corinthians 1:18)." Furthermore the Word teaches,"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. For God didn't send his Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world should be saved through him. He who believes in him is not judged. He who doesn't believe has been judged already, because he has not believed in the name of the one and only Son of God. This is the judgment, that the light has come into the world, and men loved the darkness rather than the light; for their works were evil. For everyone who does evil hates the light, and doesn't come to the light, lest his works would be exposed. But he who does the truth comes to the light, that his works may be revealed, that they have been done in God" (John 3:16-21 WEB).
We stand with you in prayer, Bendarox, asking the Lord Jesus Christ to fill you you with the Holy Spirit. We should continue to believe what Jesus said, Jesus answered him, "Most certainly I tell you, unless one is born anew, he can't see the Kingdom of God."
Nicodemus said to him, "How can a man be born when he is old? (John 3:3-4 WEB). So many people miss the point in what Jesus told Nicodemus. Jesus is the answer to this conundrum and the only access to God. Nicodemus should have been very familiar with what Jesus was saying. Jesus was referring to being Born again of the Holy Spirit.
"Jesus answered, 'Most certainly I tell you, unless one is born of water and spirit, he can't enter into the Kingdom of God! That which is born of the flesh is flesh. That which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Don't marvel that I said to you, 'You must be born anew.' The wind blows where it wants to, and you hear its sound, but don't know where it comes from and where it is going. So is everyone who is born of the Spirit' (John 3:5-8 WEB). Therefore we must be born again to view the Spiritual realm with spiritual eyes and it is only through the Holy Spirit we can see spiritual things with spiritual eyes rather than our own.
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus Christ, we come before You, lifting up our beloved Bendarox. Lord, we thank You for their hunger and thirst for righteousness and for the Baptism of the Holy Spirit. We ask, Lord Jesus Christ, that You fill Bendarox with Your Holy Spirit, that they may be filled with Your power, love, peace, forgiveness, and joy. Help them to continue to walk in Your ways and to be a witness for You, wherever they go and whatever they do, We ask these things with praise and thanksgiving, In Jesus' name. Amen."
Continue to seek the Lord with all your heart, Bendarox and would also like to share with you another verse "Blessed are those who keep his testimonies, who seek him with their whole heart" (Psalm 119:2 WEB)
May you continue to seek the Lord with all your heart, and may He bless you abundantly as you walk in His ways and His will.