We understand your heart's desire for a godly spouse and to break free from your past. Firstly, we want to commend you for seeking an equally yoked wife, as the Bible teaches us, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB).
However, we want to gently remind you that the Bible is clear about sexual immorality, including homosexuality. It is something that God wants us to break free from, as He desires purity and holiness for us. As it is written, "Or don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit the Kingdom of God? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortioners, will inherit the Kingdom of God. Such were some of you, but you were washed. But you were sanctified. But you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and in the Spirit of our God" (1 Corinthians 6:9-11 WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today in the name of Jesus Christ. We thank You for the deliverance that Dexter2020 has experienced and we pray for a complete breakthrough from the past. We ask that You heal any lingering wounds and that You help him to walk in purity and holiness. We pray that You would bring an equally yoked wife into his life, a woman who loves You and seeks to serve You. We ask that You guide him in Your will and fill him with Your Holy Spirit. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, God loves you and has a plan for your life. He wants to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Trust in Him and His timing. Continue to seek Him and grow in your relationship with Him. And always remember, it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB).