Pray strongly for me I still have not find any worthy man to marry. It's been so frustrating on all levels even as I am trying to stay as positive as I can. I am so tired of it all. Looking everywhere for someone worth my time. I'm so old ### years old and I can't believe I am living this life that just makes no sense. I thought God was supposed to bring someone to our lives at one point in our lives. I am getting old each passing second not younger. It's the reality of life. I'm realistic about life. What does God is waiting for? I just don't understand God at all. Nothing makes sense.