Anonymous
Beloved of All
I lost my job in the month of September 2023 it was so painful for me all of sudden got terminated.but I know jesus will not let me down I kept my hope in God and thought he will provide me a better job by dec 2023 itself..bcz my previous job was very good reputed company I have attended few interviews but dint clear it.. finally I got the call letter from my dream company while I was applying for that job I felt the god's presence..I really thought God would give this job but in the day of interview I didn't get sleep at all..only 1 round manager asked me only 1 question why did you left the previous company I had 3 company experience..I said somehow but he dint get convinced..he took only 5 mins but I trusted God after 2 days I got the email stating that we are moving forward with another candidate..I was broken after few months started attending other companies but dint receive any calls..I actually ignored one company because it's not very good company with less package and it's work from home..am not having good environment to work at home..I was pray God should give me work at office..I cleared 2 company..I wanted to join one even though package is less since it's work from office docs submitted but they can't even offer me less salary finally without any option I joined the company which I don't want to get in with same package and WFH..I had so many questions and people used to encourage me God will give you better job..but the whole year I searched job with different companies but no where I found.. disappointment!! I can't face anyone even to attend church or family functions..I really gone worse days of humiliation after all that endurance I got the normal job..but after joining I made up the mind to perform well and glorify God in my work..but few people are so toxic and they know I can speak and clarify few things.. ignoring my name interrupting my speech..I don't know to speak up or be quite..even though they don't know the concept still speaking something..I really felt bad why all this is happening..I can't tolerate few things I don't want to highlight myself like they do..but I always try not to speak..but end up speaking and getting hurted..but this is how corporate works..am too sensitive to handle.. already am worried I joined here.. please pray for me and my work..I need better job or career change or good environment