Gwathnor
Disciple of Prayer
First i want to just thank God for bringing me this far . People are dying daily with sickness or accidents and it's A BLESSING to be able to live to see another day in Christ Jesus . My prayer are for strength to carry on to have faith that's there is more to my life that my beginnings . I find myself straying away from God , because of my emotional conflict . I was on fire for God until my father who i never seen because he abundant me physically and emotionally and the financially. This time i felt like i was really on tracked , this throw off track because he sends me verses and then wants to tell me sometimes ppl have to go throw hard things , i find it hard talking to God and being intimate because since then if have felt depressed . I know God has given u strength but sometimes it hard knowing he is christian and still want to pretend like he did not abundant me . I have forgive but its hard to not feel depressed . I want to feel close to God again because he is the only father i need he loves me unconditionally . Lord may i never lose sight of your Goodness . Please just keep me in your prayers . I even need a different environment , They makes more more depressed because my housemate blast provactive music , has loud sex and even last night as listening to porn . Im crying out for just some change in my life im tired of being the one that has to be strong , has to take the high road , has to keep the peace even when being treated bad . Lord please help me , i need you . Im broken hearted but im trying .