Update Dec-9 ..I was courting her we were getting along, things were working and holding and she said maybe we might get back together.. But then I noticed a 360 she was pulling back-and-forth and when I did come over certain nights I noticed there was beer bottles in the trash and somebody's toothbrush and she doesn't drink beer and she doesn't drink much at all. And I notice she has been getting text at two in the morning while I'm laying there next to her with our daughter ,I had a feeling somebody has been going there at night at times and then sneaking out when I got there in the morning ..One night I came over she didn't answer the door or answer my call. Because she told me she was not going to be home that night but I noticed the lights were on so I stop bye as I usually do,she does not have blinds and I saw my daughter 1year old by herself in a room , so I assumed she was doing laundry well when I went to that window there's an extra bed in there, and there were pillows blocking the window and I thought that was strange so I went to the other window ..she was having sex with a guy ,That's why she was pulling back-and-forth what type a guy is going to sneak in at night and bring liquor around my daughter and try to get a m0m in bed and do that to my family !!!and he knows i am there by all my things is why he was sneaking in..he was grooming her the whole time! he finally won is why the pillows were on the window for the first time!! what kind of woman at 37 years old a teacher and a mom would do something so disgusting like that while my daughter is also in the house. While I'm doing the laundry cooking food ,repairing things in the house taking her out for dinner given her roses given her back rubs like I used to do. And she's sneaks around like that and doing that to me and a mom with a child in the house I was disgusted and I started crying .she was sneaking around with this guy on Sunday nights sometimes I wasn't there because i see in the trash beers bottles and she dont drink beer and rarely drinks is why he brinks liquor!! and he finally got her in bed by being in her ear on texting every night!.. I'm shocked that she would do something like this it's not even in her character .maybe she needed to feel something else besides being depressed ?but still the next day she just lied to me and made up more lies and I told her I know I saw.and i looked in the trash you put outside of the bottle of wine and the beers and she said she drank them all and i said no you didnt and you would be drunk me coming home and i see the new two wine glasses with wine in it! and she said i used the two glasses ..just lies and lies. I said I could forgive her if she turns from her sin and she gets with God i will forgive her and tried to tell her you are on road of destruction and this leads to no where!. she just ignored me and and made up all the lies & i said we have a child together and you want to to be in this un ungodly acts and your not even in a relationship with him! i barley get a hug and all i do and he just has sex with you and i am sick of what you did and cried in front of her and she walked away and i said it's going to lead to nowhere!!!you can get pregnant it's going to put you in hell! Diseases ! This guy brings liquor at late nights around my daughter ! Sneaks in and just to get you in bed ! That's evil ! and hes evil! Your a mom and a teacher ! She got real angry and told me to leave and said take your bible also. So I guess ill just watch my daughter and say nothing to her , but going to be hard being in there knowing what she did..i dont know how to act around her now? or what to say? how can she do this to me and our daughter ? all her students look up to her and believes in god ,i guess not ! but at the same time I've been super depressed I haven't eaten for week .. I've been crying constantly and laying on the floor very sick and no energy and I can't get those images out of my head what she did and lies and me loving her so much.. I beg for God to help me but I can't get it out of my head and I can't get out of this depression torments me all day and all night and all I do is sleep and cry and keep waking up from my mind and when I go to work I am crying I don't know what to do? I've called out to god help my mind ..this happen last Sunday . I get in the bible and sleep with it because the pain and my thoughts and heart and just cry and throw up .i sent scripture and she texted I don't want preaching!!and get your bible out of here ! She is so angry and yelling and I did Nothing ! You think she would feel sorry For me out of guilt! but I am in dark alot crying and church doesn't help . Fainting. Depression . I guess God isn't going To restore our family and having sex With that evil guy ,it's flesh tied and doubt she gets with God and stop that Ungodly acts with him and i am under dark emotional pain and cant stop crying and getting sick and on the holidays is so worse.
robbie
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