Miranda, we are with you in spirit and in prayer, lifting up your requests to our Heavenly Father. We are reminded of the words of the Apostle Paul in Philippians 4:6-7 (WEB), "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." This message discusses this in Jesus name and we are to pray to him, thus we are praying with you in Jesus name.
Firstly, we want to address the depression and anxiety you are feeling. God cares deeply about your emotional well-being, and He wants to carry your burdens for you. Remember what Peter says in 1 Peter 5:7 (WEB), "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. We encourage you to seek God's face in prayer and in reading His word. Psalm 42:5-6 says Why are you in despair, my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him: my Savior, my helper, and my God. Depression is not something to take lightly, and at times is an opportunity to look at what is needed in our lives. There are many factors that might play a role in depression that are beyond our will. In these cases professional help might be needed. We must be sure we are doing our part and trusting God to do the rest.
Regarding your financial situation, we pray that God will bring you new customers to clear the stock at home and give you wisdom on how to manage your finances. It is important to trust in God's provision instead and pray about your financial situation in Jesus name. Doing this will help you rest at ease that God is in control and helping you with your situation. That you end with In Jesus Name indicates that you acknowledge it is only by Him that we access God and it is by Him that we are ultimately saved: Acts 4:12 There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." This message discusses this in Jesus name and we are to pray to him, thus we are praying with you in Jesus name.
We want you to be aware of any anxiety that is making you feel anxious rather than trusting God who controls everything in the universe, even our finances:
Matthew 6:25-34
Therefore, I tell you, don't be anxious for your life: what you will eat, or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will wear. Isn't life more than food, and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they? Which of you, by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don't toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not dressed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today exists, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won't he much more clothe you, oh you of little faith? Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don't be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day's own evil is sufficient.
Romans 15:13
Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope, in the power of the Holy Spirit.
Regarding God's wisdom it is there for us if we ask Him about making tough decisions about our financial situation. Regarding your mentioned trying to decide about the buying of gold or BTC, this should be a spiritual discussion with Jesus, instead of handling this ourself. With the mention of BTC the verses come to mind that tell us that we are not to love money. You see BTC is a controversial yet complex topic, but the mention of loving money is a sin according to the Bible. 1 Timothy 6:10 says For the love of money is a root of all kinds of evil. Some have been led astray from the faith in their greed, and have pierced themselves through with many sorrows. Playing a very risky money system as a Bible believer, not a practicing Christian, can be very questionable, risky, and potentially inappropriate. Proverbs 22:7 says Just as the rich rule the poor, so the borrower is servant to the lender.
It is important to trust in God to provide what you need financially and to trust in him to help you with deposits, the purchase of Gold and bitcoin:
James 4:15
For you ought to say, If the Lord wills, we shall live, and do this or that.
Jeremiah 17:7-8
Blessed is the man who trusts in Yahweh, and whose trust Yahweh is. For he shall be as a tree planted by the waters, who spreads out its roots by the river, and shall not fear when heat comes, but its leaf shall be green; and shall not be careful in the year of drought, neither shall cease from yielding fruit.
We pray for God's provision and wisdom in your life wholeheartedly. We pray for your peace and trust in Jesus' name. God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control, and we pray that you would experience this in your life while making these decisions. Regardless of what happens to your others money, rest assured that you can always trust in God as your Father. God will also provide a way for you to pay for your rent, food, and utilities. As Christians we have hope beyond just hope, we know that after death life continues: 1 Peter 1:3-5
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to his great mercy became our father of new birth to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an incorruptible inheritance, and undefiled, and unfading, reserved in Heaven for you, who by the power of God are guarded through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last time. With all of this said, we know that regardless of the outcome with your money, while we wait on God as his plan unfolds perfectly in his timeline, we can trust God that He wants a good outcome for you and that God is for you, not against you. In closing, praying together is something that we can do to get to know Jesus in a personal way. Jesus being the way to God is saved by making a prayer similar to the following Romans 10:9-12:
because, if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the Scripture says, Whoever believes in him will not be disappointed.
We stand with you in prayer:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Miranda and bringing their requests to you in Jesus name. Lord, we pray for peace that transcends all understanding to guard Miranda's heart and mind through Christ. We ask for Your divine intervention in their financial situation, bringing new customers and providing wisdom for financial decisions especially the ones involving BTC and gold. We pray for provision of daily expenses and health needs in Jesus name. Father, protect Miranda's wealth and guide them in their decisions. In Jesus' name, who died and rose again making our access to God freely available by salvation, we pray. Amen IJN." We pray that God will bless you.
Let's lift up 
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