Batorlik
Disciple of Prayer
dear god, my heart aches in ways i can’t put into words. i loved patrick with everything i had, and even though we’re apart, that love still lives inside me. i come to you broken, vulnerable, and desperate for peace. please hear my prayer. if there’s any path that leads us back to each other, please show us the way. soften his heart, remind him of the love we shared, and let him see that i’ve grown, that i’m still here—still loving him. help him remember the good, not just the pain. let forgiveness and understanding bloom where hurt once lived. i know i made mistakes, and i’ve carried that guilt with me every single day. i’m working on myself, but god, it’s so hard when the emptiness of losing him feels unbearable. please help him see that i loved him with my whole heart—even when i was scared, even when i acted out of hurt. i never stopped loving him. if it’s your will, bring him back—not out of loneliness, but from a place of healing, mutual love, and trust. but if his path is meant to move away from mine, please give me the strength to let go, even when every part of me still holds on. fill this aching space in my heart with your peace, god. please guide me, heal me, and give me the strength to trust in your plan—even when it feels impossible. amen.