Methia
Disciple of Prayer
I was away for 7 years working, never taking a break, taking care of myself, beyond tired, I hurt her so badly by not being home when I was home.
Easily irritated, missed Valentine's, days, mothers day, birth days, made her cry when her coworkers got things from they're spouses, I tried fixing everything around the house myself, never finished it, put them through hot summers.
Always away, never stood up for myself at work. Always said yes.
I was given chances but bounced back.
I dragged my arse, did baby steps.
I'm on my last chance.
I have now done a full turn, well beyond any other.
Done more things than I ever had were going into the new year, being compassionate to her, being empathetic, doing better at supporting her and ensuring her needs are met, that's she's cared for, are goods are doing tremendously better.
I love her with all my heart,
I've been asked why now all this change, gifts everything. She feels like she doesn't deserve anything from me,
She deserves everything and more, for how she cared for me, supported me.
She is everything to me and I want us to be together till we hold hands and go to the promise land.
Asking for all the prayers, and blessings the Lord can give me, give us, give are family.
I'm here now baby I'm not going anywhere.
Easily irritated, missed Valentine's, days, mothers day, birth days, made her cry when her coworkers got things from they're spouses, I tried fixing everything around the house myself, never finished it, put them through hot summers.
Always away, never stood up for myself at work. Always said yes.
I was given chances but bounced back.
I dragged my arse, did baby steps.
I'm on my last chance.
I have now done a full turn, well beyond any other.
Done more things than I ever had were going into the new year, being compassionate to her, being empathetic, doing better at supporting her and ensuring her needs are met, that's she's cared for, are goods are doing tremendously better.
I love her with all my heart,
I've been asked why now all this change, gifts everything. She feels like she doesn't deserve anything from me,
She deserves everything and more, for how she cared for me, supported me.
She is everything to me and I want us to be together till we hold hands and go to the promise land.
Asking for all the prayers, and blessings the Lord can give me, give us, give are family.
I'm here now baby I'm not going anywhere.