Anonymous
Beloved of All
My earlier requests, here, here, and here. In my last req, I asked to pray for a possible date, but that never materialized.
It's okay, though.
I am spiraling all over again cuz I found out someone I am closest to, whom I consider my best friend, deliberately lied to me.
I am crushed. BUT. I can not tell her. I love them way too much for her to get hurt or me losing her. She obv might have had some reservations.
That I was not worth telling a simple truth is unbearable. I have been battling suicidal thoughts, but I have managed to keep my frenzied emotions at bay.
I just wish that person well. Also, she gets to know Christ. Also, she never gets to suffer the loneliness and trauma I am going through.
I am also financially challenged now.
I can't bear everything happening all at once.
Please remember me as FROSTED RAVEN in your prayers.
I wish I had been born in Scandinavian countries and applied for euthanasia.
I want to DIE.
Morbidly,
FROSTED RAVEN
It's okay, though.
I am spiraling all over again cuz I found out someone I am closest to, whom I consider my best friend, deliberately lied to me.
I am crushed. BUT. I can not tell her. I love them way too much for her to get hurt or me losing her. She obv might have had some reservations.
That I was not worth telling a simple truth is unbearable. I have been battling suicidal thoughts, but I have managed to keep my frenzied emotions at bay.
I just wish that person well. Also, she gets to know Christ. Also, she never gets to suffer the loneliness and trauma I am going through.
I am also financially challenged now.
I can't bear everything happening all at once.
Please remember me as FROSTED RAVEN in your prayers.
I wish I had been born in Scandinavian countries and applied for euthanasia.
I want to DIE.
Morbidly,
FROSTED RAVEN