There are free groups online for support and fellowship with other parentsโก I know it is difficult. You are strong and God blessed you with your Gift in Allen because you will work at it, in faith, and will be blessed in it. I also know he is already "a normal human being". Please read Psalm 139 to know how God sees all of us, including Allen ~ as His masterpieces of creation.
I prayed for your precious son Allen. I prayed for your prayer request, in Jesus' Name, Amen.
Deuteronomy 31:8 -
The Lord Himself goes before you and will be with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.