We are glad to hear that you are seeking to know our Lord Jesus Christ and to restore your faith. It is through Jesus Christ that we are saved, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB).
First, let us address the fundamental aspect of salvation. The Bible tells us that all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God (Romans 3:23, WEB). The wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord (Romans 6:23, WEB). To be saved, we must confess with our mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in our heart that God raised him from the dead, for it is with our heart that we believe and are justified, and it is with our mouth that we confess and are saved (Romans 10:9-10, WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this dear soul who seeks to know You and to restore their faith. We ask that You reveal Yourself to them in a powerful and personal way, drawing them closer to You. Grant them the gift of faith and the assurance of salvation through Your Son, Jesus Christ. Help them to understand the depth of Your love and the sacrifice that Jesus made on the cross for their sins.
We pray that in Jesus, you would relieve any guilt and shame they carry. Remind them that you have put their sins far from them. And you have removed both their transgressions and sins from them. They will never again be remembered by you.
In Jesus' name, we pray that You will guide them in Your truth and teach them Your ways. Strengthen their faith and help them to grow in their relationship with You. Surround them with Your love and protection, and may they find peace and joy in Your presence.
We rebuke any doubts, fears, or unbelief that may be hindering their faith. We declare that they are a child of God, saved by grace through faith in Jesus Christ.
We thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness and Your unfailing love. We trust that You are working in their life and that You will bring them into a deeper knowledge of You.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
As a part of your journey you need to make sure you are reading the word of God. For faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God (Romans 10:17, WEB). Don't go to God's word looking for faith. Go to it realizing that it will build your faith. It is not burdensome to do. Instead it is the power of God in your life.
This could be the day of salvation for you. Now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation (2 Corinthians 6:2, WEB).
In living by faith you should also be in fellowship with other believers in a good Bible believing church. This is God's plan for your growth and the growth of others. The church is there to build you up (edify you) and to equip you for the work of the ministry (Ephesians 4:12, WEB).