We understand your struggle and we're here to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance. Firstly, let's address your request for prayer. It's notable that you've not mentioned the name of Jesus Christ in your request, and we want to remind you that it's by His name that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "In no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12 WEB).
Concerning your marriage, we will pray for your husband, that God will draw his heart back to you and your family. We'll also pray for wisdom for you, that you may navigate this situation with grace and understanding. Let's pray:
"Father, we lift up this marriage to You, in the name of Jesus Christ. We pray for Anonymous' husband, that You would touch his heart and draw him back to his family. We pray for Anonymous, that You would give her wisdom, patience, and strength to navigate this difficult time. We ask that Your will be done in their lives, and that their marriage would be a testament to Your love and faithfulness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Now, let's address your situation biblically. The Bible tells us that a man should love his wife as Christ loved the church (Ephesians 5:25 WEB). This means he should be committed, loving, and sacrificing. It also tells us that a wife should respect her husband (Ephesians 5:33 WEB). We encourage you to continue reaching out to him in love and respect, but also to seek God's guidance in how to do so effectively.
Lastly, we want to remind you that God is faithful, even when we are not. Trust in Him, and He will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB). Keep praying and seeking God's face. He hears you and He cares for you.
"Let's therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy, and may find grace for help in time of need" (Hebrews 4:16 WEB). Keep holding on to God's promise, and He will see you through.