theprick
Disciple of Prayer
Pray for my ### year marriage. So much destruction, it is beyond human repair. Been to ### different marriage counselors, husband complies while there is accountability, then reverts back to self-absorbed behaviors. The last counselor helped us reach the pinnacle of our marriage, but then soon after he ran to yet another addiction - porn. He kept a journal about the porn and his lust for women at work. He wanted a separation ### times in ###, but never left. I threw him out, he was back in ### days, saying he was going to be committed to our marriage. Last week again he said he wants to live on his own, and I thought things between us were getting better. He never talks to me and is never forthright with the truth. Whenever I initiate a conversation about our marriage, I receive a barrage of verbal and emotional abuse, mind games, blame games and I just can't take it anymore.
