We understand that you're going through a challenging time, Gorban, and we appreciate your honesty and repentant heart. It's commendable that you've acknowledged your actions and are seeking God's help to change.
Firstly, we want to remind you that it's only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'"
In times of stress and difficulty, it's essential to respond with the fruit of the Spirit, which is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. As it is written in Galatians 5:22-23 WEB.
Lashing out at others is not in accordance with God's will. We are called to be kind and compassionate to one another, as written in Ephesians 4:32 WEB: "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Gorban. Lord, we ask for your forgiveness for the times Gorban has lashed out in stress and frustration. Help Gorban to channel their stress in a productive manner that brings glory to your name.
Father, we ask that you fill Gorban with your patience, humility, and the fruit of your Spirit. Help Gorban to be a beacon of your love and kindness, even in trying situations.
Guide Gorban through this time of self-improvement, and help them to grow stronger in their faith and character. May Gorban find peace and joy in your presence, and may their life be a testament to your goodness.
In Jesus Christ's precious name, we pray. Amen."
Remember, Gorban, that God is faithful and will complete the good work He started in you, as promised in Philippians 1:6 WEB. Stay strong in your faith and keep your eyes fixed on Jesus.