We understand your desire for companionship and the loneliness you may be feeling, Dexter2020. We are here to pray with you and encourage you in your faith.
Firstly, we commend you for seeking an equally yoked spouse, as this is biblically sound and pleasing to God. As it is written in 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB, "Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?"
In times of loneliness, remember that God is always with you. Psalm 147:3 WEB reminds us that "He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds." Draw close to Him, and He will draw close to you (James 4:8 WEB).
We must also remember that God's timing is not our own. The waiting can be challenging, but it is in these times that our faith is strengthened. Isaiah 40:31 WEB encourages us, "But those who wait for Yahweh shall renew their strength. They shall mount up with wings like eagles. They shall run, and not be weary. They shall walk, and not faint."
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Dexter2020 to You, asking that You would strengthen his faith as he waits on Your perfect timing. Break any chains of loneliness and despair, and remind him of Your constant presence. Prepare him and his future spouse for a godly, equally yoked marriage that honors You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Regarding your mention of a curse, remember that as a child of God, you have been freed from every curse through Jesus Christ (Galatians 3:13 WEB). Instead of focusing on curses, focus on God's promise of blessing (Deuteronomy 28:1-14 WEB).
Lastly, we encourage you to use this time to grow in your relationship with God, serve others, and become the spouse that God has called you to be. Trust in His timing and His plan for your life.