Anonymous
Beloved of All
Pray for me to feel more secure and lose weight and be in good strength and health. I wish I was the size I was 5-6 years ago. I wish my boyfriend could have met me at that size when I was a bit slimmer. He has told me I’m beautiful, but I really I think he would have loved me at that size I was back then 5-6 years ago, and I wouldn’t have felt so insecure about my body. I want to feel desirable for him especially in order to get married someday and show I can be lean and keep weight off. I was in good shape health-wise back then and not too thin though some people told me I was. I shouldn’t have listened to them, because I was healthy and not stick figure. I had curves still too, having less fat and more muscle. I know this may sound kind of vain. However, especially in this digital age looks are super important in a relationship, especially for men. A man who feels something lacking in attraction could easily develop grass is greener syndrome, and I want to be able to ignite a consistent spark of physical attraction to go along with the emotional connection we have, so he doesn’t stray. I enjoy the relationship we have, and I want to be better for him and better for me and honor the Lord in a blessed marriage someday.