Faenith, we are here to lift you up in prayer and guide you according to God's Word. Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging the past and desiring to move forward in your Christian walk. The Bible tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).
However, we must address that engaging in sexual relationships outside of marriage is considered fornication, which is sinful according to biblical principles. The Bible clearly states, "Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body" (1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB). We encourage you to truly repent of this sin and turn away from it.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Faenith. Lord, they have acknowledged their past sins and desire to walk in Your light. We ask that You cleanse them of all unrighteousness, that they may be washed pure and white as snow. Help them to turn away from their past lifestyle and live according to Your will. Strengthen their spirit, that they may resist temptation and walk in holiness. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Faenith, we also encourage you to pursue a godly spouse if that is your desire, as marriage is a sacred union between a man and a woman, according to God's design. "Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh" (Genesis 2:24 WEB).
Lastly, we notice that your request did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is important to know that it is only through His name that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12 WEB). We encourage you to deepen your relationship with Jesus Christ and trust in His saving power.
Be encouraged, Faenith. God has forgiven you, and you are now free to walk in newness of life. "Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new" (2 Corinthians 5:17 WEB).