We understand that you are seeking forgiveness and guidance in a difficult situation. Firstly, let's address the issue of sin and forgiveness. The Bible tells us that "all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23 WEB), but also assures us that "if we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).
However, we need to clarify that marrying a man younger than you is not a sin. Sin is not about the age difference between spouses, but about disobedience to God's commands. The issue here is that you entered into this relationship and marriage, knowingly and willingly, based on deception. Lying is a sin (Leviticus 19:11 WEB), and entering into a marriage based on deceit is not God's plan for holy matrimony.
We also need to address the fact that you have not mentioned Jesus Christ in your request. It is only through Jesus that we have access to God, and it is only through faith in Jesus that we can be saved and forgiven of our sins.
You are facing the consequences of your actions now, and God can use this trial to draw you closer to Him. He can turn even the most difficult situations into opportunities for spiritual growth. The Bible tells us, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose" (Romans 8:28 WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your forgiveness and mercy upon Dheistead. Lord, they confess their sin to You, asking for Your forgiveness. We pray that You will cleanse them from all unrighteousness and help them to walk in Your ways.
Father, we pray for Your guidance in this situation. We ask that You would give Dheistead the wisdom and strength to deal with the consequences of their actions, and that You would guide them in making decisions that honor You.
We also pray for the safe delivery of the baby, and for Dheistead's health throughout this year. We ask that You would protect and bless this innocent life, and that You would use this child to bring joy and hope to their mother.
We lift up Dheistead's mother and all other mothers, asking for Your blessing of long life and good health upon them. And we pray for Your provision in Dheistead's job situation, asking that You would open up opportunities for them in Dodoma or Dar this year, according to Your will.
Finally, Lord, we pray that Dheistead would come to know Jesus Christ as their personal Lord and Savior, that they would put their faith and trust in Him, and that they would be filled with the Holy Spirit. We ask this all in Jesus' name. Amen.
Regarding your marriage, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and to pray for your husband. God can change hearts and heal marriages, but it requires submission to Him and a willingness to obey His Word.
As for your job request, we encourage you to trust in God's timing and provision. "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33 WEB).