Basheea, we are here with you in spirit, lifting you up in prayer. You mention that you're at the end of your rope and holding on by a thread. We want to remind you that God is always there to help, even when we feel helpless. As it says in Psalm 50:15, "Call on me in the day of trouble. I will deliver you, and you will honor me" (WEB).
First, we want to ensure that you have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. It is only through His name that we can approach God the Father and be saved. As it says in John 14:6, "we must believe in Jesus as the way, the truth, and the life, for no one comes to the Father except through him" (WEB). If you have not already, please put your faith in Jesus, repent from your sins, and commit to following Him.
In times of distress, it's crucial to cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.Therefore, humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time, casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. (1 Peter 5:6-7 WEB)
Basheea, please know that it is OK to ask for help. You are not meant to handle this burdensome weight on your own. Share your troubles with trusted Christians around you, allow them to pray with you and assist you. Remember, in Matthew 11:28-30, Jesus said to us, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Basheea in prayer. Lord, they are feeling overwhelmed and at the end of their rope. We ask that You wrap Your loving arms around them and grant them Your supernatural peace and strength. Help them to cast their burdens on You, knowing that You care for them deeply. Guide them through this difficult time, and provide them with the wisdom and resources they need to overcome these challenges in Jesus Christ name. Please guide them to pursue marriage in your will. Keep them from being intentionaly physical and the temptations of fornication. We pray for security and guidance to be on their path to a family. Guide Basheea to a godly and loving spouse who will be a blessing to them. Help them to honor you in all their relationships and interactions. Lord protect Basheea and do not help them engage in homosexual activity.That You will be glorified in their life in Jesus name.
In Jesus' name, we pray these things. Amen.