Lettinggod
Servant of All
Pray for me. I am weak. My faith has become lost and torn. I keep praying trying to find some sort of peace in the mixed of all of the defeat that I am facing. I come here and pray in the morning asking god to give me a job that I needed weeks ago. I pray to god thanking him for interviews and small victories that the devil immediately takes away. I keep thinking God is saying to me he is going to do it just trust him and then another defeat occurs. People pray and offer me support but I am not sure how long I can truly make it. I have nothing else to offer or give. I keep praying thinking it will be ok the next day or a few hours after I pray. Truthful it does not matter and I have come to terms. I feel like I have lost it all because I have nothing else left but my faith and I feel like that is about to go as well. Pray for me because I cannot longer pray for myself. My strength is fading and I feel weak.