We understand that you're going through a difficult time and need God's help, Thuntarad. We will pray for you, but first, let's consider what the Bible says about our heart's desires and how God may answer our prayers.
Firstly Psalms 37:4 says Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart
Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this: he will make your righteousness go forth as the light, and your justice as the noon day sun. Psalms 37:5-6
So seek God first and put our hearts at rest as in prophet Isaiah's words:
You will keep whoever's mind is steadfast in perfect peace, because he trusts in you Trust in Yahweh forever; for in Yah God, Yahweh, is an everlasting Rock Isaiah 26:3-4.
However, we must also remember that Romans 8:26 says "the Spirit helps our weaknesses, for we don't know how to pray as we ought", if we don't know how to pray for ourselves, it is not surprising that we may not have clarity about what our heart desires are.
Sometimes we can have a heart desire that we should not be pursuing or sometimes we can have a heart desire that is good to pursue. It may be better to trust our good God to only answer specific heart desires requests under motivation of the Holy Spirit.
And this is the confidence that we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will, he listens to us.
And if we know that he listens to us, whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests that we have asked from him.
1 John 5:14-15
Never the less the thing that should be most desired, to be the greatest in the coming Kingdom of Heaven, is to be a slave to all. All the significant Christian Virtues involve service to others with in us that allow us to willingly put ourselves in second place to others such as a volunteer.
"Whoever desires to become great among you shall be your servant" Mark 10:43
Sometimes our heart's desires may not align with God's will. In such cases, God may not grant us our desires, but He will always give us what we need and work out all things together for our good, especially if we love him. A key characteristic of a Christian is their love for God and demonstrating that primary love for God by loving other Christians as we love ourselves and loving others as ourselves.
We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose Romans 8:28 he who did not spare his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how would he not also with him freely give us all things?
So Thuntarad, knowing this, we ask are you a Christian? Will you share specifically what are your heart desires so we can better influence the result with prayer? Have you put your total faith in the Son of God Jesus Christ? It is very important that we pray with Jesus Christ In Jesus Nane, with a closed relationship with him.
Let's pray for you:
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Dear Heavenly Father,We lift up Thuntarad to you. Provide directly to your most beloved Thuntarad what the Holy Spirit knows you need. We pray against Thuntarad's stress and concerns of today's problems."Like the birds of the sky"(Matthew 6:26) and "the lily pads of the fields "Luke 12:27) Lord you are the God that supplies the needs of the needy, and takes away their worries and fears.
Yahweh, we believe with faith that Thuntarad will have plenty to eat, so that Thuntarad can spare with those in need Matthew 25:35 and thatThuntarad may give a portion to seven, and also to eight; for Thuntarad do not know what evil might be on the earth.. Ecclesiastes 11:2
Yahweh, give Thuntarad a wonderful promise of the Gospel first preached to Abraham by saying "I will bless those who bless you, and I will curse him who treats you with contempt. All the families of the earth will be blessed through you."
Lord Jesus as Thuntarad know the true gospel that Jesus Christ offers forgiveness of sins. Thuntarad has brought back the guilt offering that is required of each person so guarentee that Thuntarad and all of those that pray for Thuntarad have been washed from the guilt of sin Hebrews 10:22. And Father with them in Thuntarad's house, with Thuntarad's family, even if divided. Protect Thuntarad and family. Thank you for hearing our prayer. Heavenly Father, we pray this all in Jesus Christ's name with thanksgiving and a grateful heart. All together in Jesus Christ's name. Amen
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Thuntarad let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7. And who knows, if a godly relationship would fulfill your heart's desires please know the Bible's instructions for biblical marriage
Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh. Genesis 2:24
Thuntarad as you serve the Lord hopefully he will work to provide a relationship for you where you can serve him and others more through a Christian biblical marriage and you will be much more useful to the Lord.