Tuvlal
Disciple of Prayer
Pray for me because I'm stuck in things I have to do for myself. I have a lot of health issues but am afraid to do things. I have a large gallbladder and am in pain but am afraid to see the surgeon. I am always afraid of elevators and going on trains; I was stuck once before. I have claustrophobia and anxiety. I have heart coronary disease, asthma, COPD, and also have a lot of problems in my stomach. I have a bacteria and also an umbilical hernia; my stomach is big like swollen. I think too much before doing things for myself. I have left myself go. I have a pain in my right arm for 7 months after they withdrew blood; my bone in my elbow hurts and where they drew blood also. I get these burning sensations.
My husband and I are having a lot of problems; we were together 23 years and got separated (not legally) last year but we were still connecting. He is younger than I thought we were going to get back together, but it did not happen. He had told me he had met someone else but he was lying to the other woman; he never said he was married and had told me we were going to talk to her because I was fine with it, but then he wanted to have intimacy with me for his birthday and still be with me and her. I guess because he said whatever I talked to you or whatever we do is between us, that's wrong. So one day I went to his job to look for a Medicaid card and she was arriving; she kissed him in the mouth. He saw me and she smiled. I told him that I wanted to speak to her; he said no, leave and then he showed me to the side with his hips and as I walked away with his daughter, he went behind me and pushed me to the floor. I went home and my leg was hurt. I didn't want to press charges but my children found out (the older ones) and went to ask him why he did that. He lied and said I fell on my own. He thought my children wanted to hurt him so while he was on the phone with his mom, the mom told him to call the cops but the thing was I didn't even know that one of my older son was at his job with my daughter. My husband called and told my other daughter that they were trying to hurt him. My son said don't pick the phone up but then our son went over there to help him out because he said to go there with my other daughter and it's funny because in all this, the cops wanted to talk to me because my husband himself called the cops to my son but he told the cops that we had a problem there. So my son went there to look for problems; he didn't. He went there to talk so I had to come over because the cops wanted to ask me what happened. I did not want to press charges or make a police report because I was just going to the hospital but they said I had to sign something about what happened because he had told them we had domestic violence before a long time ago, like 16 years ago, and then they said I had to check myself and the next day even arrested my younger son (not the one who went there to ask him about what happened). His son he wanted to talk to the dad; cops thought he wanted trouble. They even arrested my husband because he pushed me and after he did it when I was getting up he wanted to do it again; his eyes looked different; they were black. It's funny they put an order of protection for him not to come near me for seven months. I didn't press any charges so they dropped the case. Also, I cannot travel far places because I get panic attacks. Well, the woman that he was supposed to be with said she was also in a situation like that and told me that she doesn't love him; she is only hanging out with him and that she loves her ex and showed me pictures of her ex and another man also. She said, "Oh, I don't want to be a home wrecker." She said that she is a woman of God and that my husband has different beliefs and that she didn't know he was married. He put a tattoo on his arm about her and I told I just wanted to talk to her because if he's with you or whatever, why he's trying to have intimacy with me but then she's saying that they don't have a relationship but on Facebook there was one picture but you couldn't see now. I had seen her again and she was asking me if he had blocked me. I think she lies a lot because I had asked her if she really loves him; she said she doesn't love him and she denied everything. Now after this all happened, he calls my daughter because he changed his number and sometimes asks my daughter if I forgot about him and I had talked to him twice; he said that he isn't supposed to talk to me because the arrangement he made in court that's a lie because the case is over and now I am a woman of God. He didn't believe I was always trying for him to believe he believes in bad stuff so now he said he's changed that our relationship was toxic and that he's supposed to marry a woman that believes in God but he's confusing because he called and asked that if I could come over to talk about something but then he told my daughter that he should leave me alone because he promised God and said he broke his promise. He has uploaded a lot of pictures of him and that girl but I know he still loves me and that God has a plan for all of us. That woman he's with, I don't wish anyone bad but she's in the middle and he lies too much about his money situation and with all this, he has called me through my daughter to ask me for money and the only one he has more communication with is with his daughter; with the boys, he says that they pushed him to the side, it's not that the younger one doesn't want a relationship with him; the oldest is okay with him but he ignores him when he talks to him. My husband has a lot of problems; he said that to the kids that he was getting a divorce. I believe marriage is forever and nothing is impossible for God but he has cheated a lot and the children had seen all this. There have been people third parties involved not wanting our relationship. His mother doesn't want us together and also other people also; she has done witchcraft and there's a lot of envy. Please, I need an urgent prayer for my health, for my fears and anxieties. My face is always itchy. My marriage and my family and my finances and for please pray for that woman to leave my husband alone to remove her from his life. People to stop interfering in my relationship. I have three children with him of 16, 17, 21. I was married with their father and I have other children from a past relationship, 3 also but that was a long time ago; they're older; they don't live with me; they have their own family. I have other children who have kids; I have like 14 grandchildren from my older children; one of them was the one that went to my husband's job. One than you for this prayer you're going to do. I really need it. I'm so not well especially these health issues. I want to go to see the surgeon but I'm afraid because it is on the 16th floor. I'm afraid of elevators. I also need a biopsy for my breast and have been postponing that also afraid of doing the procedure. I also have everyday burning and pain when I urinate and have to go to see a specialist but I'm afraid to go by car. Please pray for me so I could do this soon. I need God in my life to heal me and protect me from all harm. Thank you. And also pray for my children.
My husband and I are having a lot of problems; we were together 23 years and got separated (not legally) last year but we were still connecting. He is younger than I thought we were going to get back together, but it did not happen. He had told me he had met someone else but he was lying to the other woman; he never said he was married and had told me we were going to talk to her because I was fine with it, but then he wanted to have intimacy with me for his birthday and still be with me and her. I guess because he said whatever I talked to you or whatever we do is between us, that's wrong. So one day I went to his job to look for a Medicaid card and she was arriving; she kissed him in the mouth. He saw me and she smiled. I told him that I wanted to speak to her; he said no, leave and then he showed me to the side with his hips and as I walked away with his daughter, he went behind me and pushed me to the floor. I went home and my leg was hurt. I didn't want to press charges but my children found out (the older ones) and went to ask him why he did that. He lied and said I fell on my own. He thought my children wanted to hurt him so while he was on the phone with his mom, the mom told him to call the cops but the thing was I didn't even know that one of my older son was at his job with my daughter. My husband called and told my other daughter that they were trying to hurt him. My son said don't pick the phone up but then our son went over there to help him out because he said to go there with my other daughter and it's funny because in all this, the cops wanted to talk to me because my husband himself called the cops to my son but he told the cops that we had a problem there. So my son went there to look for problems; he didn't. He went there to talk so I had to come over because the cops wanted to ask me what happened. I did not want to press charges or make a police report because I was just going to the hospital but they said I had to sign something about what happened because he had told them we had domestic violence before a long time ago, like 16 years ago, and then they said I had to check myself and the next day even arrested my younger son (not the one who went there to ask him about what happened). His son he wanted to talk to the dad; cops thought he wanted trouble. They even arrested my husband because he pushed me and after he did it when I was getting up he wanted to do it again; his eyes looked different; they were black. It's funny they put an order of protection for him not to come near me for seven months. I didn't press any charges so they dropped the case. Also, I cannot travel far places because I get panic attacks. Well, the woman that he was supposed to be with said she was also in a situation like that and told me that she doesn't love him; she is only hanging out with him and that she loves her ex and showed me pictures of her ex and another man also. She said, "Oh, I don't want to be a home wrecker." She said that she is a woman of God and that my husband has different beliefs and that she didn't know he was married. He put a tattoo on his arm about her and I told I just wanted to talk to her because if he's with you or whatever, why he's trying to have intimacy with me but then she's saying that they don't have a relationship but on Facebook there was one picture but you couldn't see now. I had seen her again and she was asking me if he had blocked me. I think she lies a lot because I had asked her if she really loves him; she said she doesn't love him and she denied everything. Now after this all happened, he calls my daughter because he changed his number and sometimes asks my daughter if I forgot about him and I had talked to him twice; he said that he isn't supposed to talk to me because the arrangement he made in court that's a lie because the case is over and now I am a woman of God. He didn't believe I was always trying for him to believe he believes in bad stuff so now he said he's changed that our relationship was toxic and that he's supposed to marry a woman that believes in God but he's confusing because he called and asked that if I could come over to talk about something but then he told my daughter that he should leave me alone because he promised God and said he broke his promise. He has uploaded a lot of pictures of him and that girl but I know he still loves me and that God has a plan for all of us. That woman he's with, I don't wish anyone bad but she's in the middle and he lies too much about his money situation and with all this, he has called me through my daughter to ask me for money and the only one he has more communication with is with his daughter; with the boys, he says that they pushed him to the side, it's not that the younger one doesn't want a relationship with him; the oldest is okay with him but he ignores him when he talks to him. My husband has a lot of problems; he said that to the kids that he was getting a divorce. I believe marriage is forever and nothing is impossible for God but he has cheated a lot and the children had seen all this. There have been people third parties involved not wanting our relationship. His mother doesn't want us together and also other people also; she has done witchcraft and there's a lot of envy. Please, I need an urgent prayer for my health, for my fears and anxieties. My face is always itchy. My marriage and my family and my finances and for please pray for that woman to leave my husband alone to remove her from his life. People to stop interfering in my relationship. I have three children with him of 16, 17, 21. I was married with their father and I have other children from a past relationship, 3 also but that was a long time ago; they're older; they don't live with me; they have their own family. I have other children who have kids; I have like 14 grandchildren from my older children; one of them was the one that went to my husband's job. One than you for this prayer you're going to do. I really need it. I'm so not well especially these health issues. I want to go to see the surgeon but I'm afraid because it is on the 16th floor. I'm afraid of elevators. I also need a biopsy for my breast and have been postponing that also afraid of doing the procedure. I also have everyday burning and pain when I urinate and have to go to see a specialist but I'm afraid to go by car. Please pray for me so I could do this soon. I need God in my life to heal me and protect me from all harm. Thank you. And also pray for my children.