Tuvlal
Disciple of Prayer
Pray for me cause cause I'm stuck in things I have to do for myself ibhave a lot of health issues but am afraid to do things I have a large gallbladder I'm in pain but I'm afraid to go to see the surgeon am always afraid of elevators of going on trains I was stuck once before I have Claustrophobia and anxiety I have heart coronary disease astma COPD and also have a lot of problems in my stomach I have a bacteria and also a umblical hernia my stomach is big like swollen I think ty o much before doing things for myself I had left my self go I have a pain in my right arm for 7 month after they withdraw blood my bonevin my elbow hurts and where they drew blood also I get ty his burning sensations my husband and I are having a lot of problems we were together 23 years and got seperated not legally last year but we was still connecting his younger than I thought we were gonna get back together but it did not happen he had told me he had met someone else but he was lying to the other woman he never said he was married abdcibhad told him i we as going to talk to her cause I was fine with it but then he wanted to have intimacy with me for his birthday and still be with me and her I guess cause he said whatever I talked to you or what ever we do is between us that's wrong so one day I went to his job to look for a medicaid card and she was arriving she kissed him in the mouth he saw me sndche smiled I told him that I wanted to speak to her he said no to leave abd then he showed me to the side with his hips and as I walked away with his daughter he went behind me and pushed me in to the floor I went home and my leg was hurt I didn't want press charges but my children found out the older ones and went to ask him why he did that he lied and said I fell on my own he thought my children wanted to hurt him so while he was on the phone with his mom the mom told him to call the cops but the thing was I didn't even know that one of my older son was at his job with my daughter husband my husband called and told my other daughter that they were a try his job threatening him my son said don't pick the phone up but then our son went over there to help him out cause he said to go there with my other daughter and it's funny cause in all this the cops wanted to talk to me cause my husband himself call the cops to my son but he told the cops that we had a problem there so my son went there to look for problems he didn't he went there to talk so I hadded to come over cause the cops wanted to ask me what happened I did not want to press charges or make police report cause I was just going to the hospital but they said I hadded to sign something what happened cause he had told them we had domestic violence before a long r time ago like 16 years ago and then they said i hadded to check my self and the ty even arrested my younger son not the one who wen ty there to ask him about what happened his son he wanted to talk to the dad cops thought he wanted troiuble they even arrested my husband because he pushed me and after he did it when I was getting up he wanted to do it again he's eyes looked different they were black it's funny they put an order of protection for him not to come near me for seven months I didn't press any charges so they drop the case also I cannot travel far places because I get panic attacks well the woman that he suppose to be with she said she was also in a situation like that and told me that she don't Love him that she is only hanging out with him and that she love her ex and showed me pictures of her ex and another man also she said oh I don't want to be a home wrecker she said that she is a woman of God and that my husband has different beliefs and that she didn't knowhe was married he put a tattoo on his arm about her and I told I just wanted to talked to her cause if his with you or whatever why he's trying to have intimacy with me but then she's saying that they don't have a relationship but in Facebook there was one picture but you couldn't see now I had seen her again and she was asking me if he had block me I think she' lies a lot because I had ask her if she really Loves him she said she doesn't Loce him at she denied everything now after this all happened he calls my daughter cause he change his number and sometimes ask my daughter if I forget about him and I had talked to him twice he said that he ain't supose to talk to me because the arrangement he made in court that's a lie cause the case is over and know I am a woman of God he didn't believe I was always trying for him to believe he believe in bad stuff so know he said he's changed that our relationship was toxic and that he suppose to marry a woman that believe in God but he's confusing cause he called and ask that if I could come over to talk about something but then he told me ty daughter that he should leave me alone cause he promised God that abd said he broke his promise he has uploaded a lot of pictures of him and that girl and but I know he still Loves me and that God has a plan for all of us that woman his with I don't wish no one bad but she's in the middle and he lies to much about his money situation and with all this he has called me through my daughter to ask me for money and the only one he has more comunicacion is with his daughter with the boys he says that they pushed him to the side is no that the younger one dobtvwantba relationship with him the oldest his ok with him but he ignores him when he talks to him my husband has a lot of problems he said that to the kids that he was getting a divorced I believe marriage is forever and nothing is impossible for God but he has chested a lot and the children had seen all this there has been people third parties involved not wanting our relationship his mother don't want us together and also other people also she has done witch craft and there's a lot of envy please I need an urgent prayer for my health for my fears and anxieties my face is always itchy my marriage and my family and my finaces and for please pray for that woman to leave my husband alone to remove her from his life people to stop interfering in my relationship I have three children with him of 16 17 21 I was married with their father and I have other children from a past relationship 3 also but that was a long time ago there older they don't live with me they have their own family I My other children have kidsi have like 14 grandchildren from my older children one of them was the one that went to my husband job one than you for this prayer yius are gonna do I really need it I'm so not well especially this heath issues I want to go to see the surgeon but I'm afraid cause it is in a 16 floor I'm afraid of elevators I also need a biopsy for my breast and been postponing that also afraid of doing the procedure I also have everyday burning and pain when I urinate and suoose to go to see a specialist but I'm afraid to go by car please pray for me so I could do this soon I need God in my life to heal me and protected from all harm thank And also pray for my children