We understand your struggle and are here to pray with you and offer guidance based on the Word of God. Firstly, let's address the situation from a biblical perspective. You've mentioned living with someone who is not your spouse, which is not in line with God's design for relationships. The Bible teaches us to flee from sexual immorality (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB) and that two are better than one, and a threefold cord is not quickly broken (Ecclesiastes 4:9, 12, WEB), referring to a marriage union with God at the center.
Living with someone outside of marriage is not God's will, and it's important to repent and seek God's forgiveness. Additionally, the fact that you're living with someone who speaks lies and causes you stress is a clear indication that this relationship is not healthy or godly. The Bible warns us not to be deceived: "Evil companionships corrupt good morals." (1 Corinthians 15:33, WEB)
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your guidance and intervention in Avuarae's life. Lord, we confess any sin not in line with Your will and ask for Your forgiveness. We pray that You give Avuarae the strength to remove herself from this ungodly relationship and the courage to trust in Your timing and Your choice for her future spouse. Lord, we rebuke the spirit of lies and deceit that has been operating in this relationship. We pray that You will bring a godly man into Avuarae's life, someone who will speak truth and positivity, and most importantly, someone who will lead her closer to You. In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen."
Avuarae, we encourage you to seek God wholeheartedly, trusting that He has the best plan for your life. Spend time in His presence, reading His Word, and seeking His will. God promises that if we delight ourselves in Him, He will give us the desires of our hearts (Psalm 37:4, WEB). Remember, God's timing is perfect, and He will provide the right spouse for you when you are aligned with His will.
Lastly, we noticed that your request did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It's important to understand that it is only by His name that we have access to God. As the Bible tells us, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" (Acts 4:12, WEB)