flecil12
Disciple of Prayer
Pray for me and my husband. My husband and I have had alot of things happen over the last couple months. Its like everytime we turn around there is something coming against us. I found out I am beig sued for a small fender bender that happened almost two years ago that was my fault but I did everything I was supposed to do to help the other person when it happened and after it happened. Thankfully my inusrance company is handeling it now and i believe it will be alright. The next day my husband found out his granddad passed away. We both had to go ask off work and he had just started his brand new job as well. They gave us off and we drove all the way to Lubbock Texas to take care of the funeral and lawsuit. Before this I had been sick and experiencing alot of stress and anxiety at work and home . My husband didnt handle any of this well at all. not that i expect him to be sunshine and roses after his grandad passed. We went and we took care of things. When we came back and i went in to work to find out my schedule my boss said "I quit" even though she gave me the time off. So then that was another blow. My husband makes more money at his new job but he still hasnt adjusted to it. He places his value on how many sales he gets at work. I know its his job but his attitude about it makes me think he doesnt want to do it. I know hes depressed and i am supporting and encouraging him. I know i have been at home and we agreed on that but now he wants me to go back to work which i suppose is alright but honestly i had to put off alot this last year so we could move to a new state right after we got married. Right after we moved I had to be the one to get a job immediately because he was torn about working for someone because he wasnt going to get his sundays off. I gave up school to move. We lost one of our cars last year too. i feel like nothing is mine anymore. I wanted to start working from home but he says wait, He syas wait to everything. He wants us to have all this money before we do anything. Before we get a car,or buy a couch(we dont have one),we cant even get our current car fixed so that we can take care of what Gods already gievn us.he wont let me go back to school and he refuses to beieve theres a wa other than student loans and debt. He wont help me find another way. I feel hopeless. I just dont know what to do anymore. I am praying for my husband and his job. So I ask that you pray for him at work and that God will heal him and help him with his stress. Prays for us and me getting a job,fixing our car and getting a new one . We need it! i want to help my husband and work and be a nanny and do something i love but I dont want to become overwhelmed because of our car situtation and us never getting to see eachother because of our schedules.