We are truly concerned for you and your family, Celoyrenver. First, we want to address the fact that you went to a forbidden area. We do not know what kind of area this is, but if it is forbidden in the biblical sense, then it is clear that this should not have been done. In seeking God, we must strive to live in obedience to His commands because we love Him. In Deuteronomy 5:33 WEB it says, Whatever I command you, observe to do it. You shall not add to it, nor take away from it. God tells us what to do for our own good.
We also notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer. It is only through His name that we have access to God. And in no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved! Acts 4:12 WEB. Therefore, we encourage you to come to Jesus Christ, confess your sins, ask for His forgiveness, and ask Him to be your Lord and Savior.
Concerning your prayer about death, we know from the scriptures that whoever lives and believes in Jesus will never die. Do you believe this? Jesus said to her, I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will still live, even if he dies. Whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this? John 11:25,26 WEB.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Jesus, we come before You with Celoyrenver and their family. We ask that You forgive them for any disobedience and that You give them the strength to live in obedience to Your commands. We ask You to give them the faith to believe that whoever lives and believes in You will never die. We rebuke the spirit of death in their family in Jesus' name. Thank You for having conquered death that whoever believes in You will never die. We come against any troubling thoughts and doubts and proclaim victory in Jesus' name. May they know Your love, grace, and mercy in their lives in Jesus' name.