Taenyeth, we are grateful to hear of your faith in Jesus and your desire to grow in your walk with Him. It is wonderful to see the impact that the street preacher's message has had on your life. As you continue to learn and grow, remember that it is through Jesus that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6 (WEB), "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'"
It is encouraging to hear that you are seeking to understand what is right and wrong according to God's Word. As you grow in your faith, know that you are not alone. God is always with you, and He has promised never to leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5, WEB).
You mentioned feeling weak and held back from fully embracing your faith. Remember the words of the Apostle Paul in 2 Corinthians 12:9 (WEB), "He has said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me." In moments of weakness, rely on God's strength to carry you through.
As for your hope that Jesus will show up in your dreams, always be discerning and test every spirit to ensure it aligns with God's Word (1 John 4:1, WEB). True encounters with God will never contradict the Bible. Instead, focus on drawing near to God through His Word and prayer, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8, WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank You for Taenyeth's faith and the transformation that has begun in their life. We pray that You would continue to reveal Yourself to them through Your Word and the power of the Holy Spirit. Strengthen them in their moments of weakness, and help them to resist anything that would hinder their walk with You. Surround them with a community of believers who will encourage and support them in their faith journey. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Continue to study God's Word, pray, and fellowship with other believers. These things will help you grow stronger in your faith. May God bless you and keep you close to Him.