We understand your deep feelings for your boyfriend and your desire for a future together. However, we must approach this situation with biblical principles in mind. The Bible teaches us to trust in God's timing and to seek His will in all things, including relationships.
Firstly, we notice that your prayer does not mention the name of Jesus Christ except when used in repetition with other phrases. It is important to remember that it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God, as the Bible tells us, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB).
Regarding your relationship, the Bible encourages us to seek godly spouses and to pursue relationships that honor God. It is wonderful that you care for each other, but we must remember that God's plan for relationships is for them to lead to holy matrimony. The Bible teaches, "Therefore a man will leave his father and his mother, and will join with his wife, and they will be one flesh" (Genesis 2:24 WEB). We encourage you to seek God's will in this relationship and to pray for His guidance.
We also want to address the mention of "demonic spirits" in your prayer. While we believe in the spiritual realm, it is important to focus our prayers on seeking God's protection and blessings, rather than dwelling on the negative. The Bible tells us, "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7 WEB).
Let us pray for you and your boyfriend:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You today to lift up this couple to You. We pray that You would guide their relationship and help them to seek Your will above all else. We pray for healing for your boyfriend, that his visit to the dermatologist would be productive and beneficial for his health. We also pray for their future, that if it is Your will, You would bring them together in holy matrimony at the right time. We ask for Your protection over them, their families, and the charity they are involved with. We pray that You would fill their lives with Your Holy Spirit and help them to live in a way that honors and glorifies You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you both to continue seeking God, to study His Word, and to pray together. May God bless you both and guide your relationship according to His will.