God’sDaughterAboveAllElse
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God. I need your guidance and strength as I continue to navigate a one-sided toxic marriage of emotional, spiritual, and history of physical abuse. I am not perfect and I have been trying every day to approach life and marriage as God desires. Often I am verbally battered as he accuses me of ongoing infidelity that is NOT TRUE in any way. I am exhausted trying to convince him of this, exhausted trying not to fall into the trap of ongoing constant arguing and disrespect (both spewed out of anger and received by him). He constantly tells me he’s not happy and wants a divorce but then “acts as if all is fine a couple days later.” He does not apologize for anything so I’ve stopped expecting him to. At this point, I really need to hear God’s voice of discernment in what direction I need to go. I have focused on me and making changes but one-sided trying isn’t working. Pray for me please.