Let us lift you up in prayer and seek God's will together, dear friend. Firstly, we find comfort in the words of Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is near to you in this time of despair.
However, we must also align our desires with God's will. In your prayer request, you mentioned wanting to repair and reconcile your relationship, but we must remember that God's plan may differ from ours. As it is written in Isaiah 55:8-9, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, and your ways are not my ways,' says Yahweh. 'For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts.'"
It's important to note that you did not mention praying in Jesus' name. We want to remind you that it is through Jesus Christ that we have access to God, as it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" If you have not already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior.
Regarding your situation, it's crucial to communicate openly and honestly, as you had agreed. Ephesians 4:15 tells us to speak "the truth in love." However, we must also guard our hearts, as Proverbs 4:23 warns, "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it is the wellspring of life."
Let us pray:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear friend who is hurting. Lord, we ask for Your comfort and peace to fill their heart. Grant them clarity and wisdom to understand Your will for their life and this relationship. If it is Your will, Lord, we pray for reconciliation, but ultimately, we ask that Your perfect plan be accomplished in their life. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to press into God during this time. Seek Him diligently, and He will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6). Trust in Him, for He knows what is best for you.