Cisnia
Disciple of Prayer
Hello,
Let me start out by telling you how much I love God. I have countless testimonies of His love and salvation.
Currently, I am going through some kind of test. I moved into a new apartment and ever since the new neighbors moved upstairs it has been a living hell. They constantly stomp, Slam and wake my family up in the middle of the night. We have a newborn that isn’t able to nap during the day and it’s hard to find time to relax and simply enjoy where we live. I have been praying (daily). I have spoken to management and there is no solution in place. I ask myself, is this fair? My response is that it’s not. I have no ill will for my neighbors and try to not be upset at them. When I get angry thoughts, I pray and think that they don’t do it on purpose, “that’s just the way they are.” I can’t move because the rent right now for a new place is almost double the money. I feel stuck and helpless. What’s worse is that I find myself questioning God and resentful towards God. Please pray for me to get through this situation. Please pray that God can deliver me and that my faith can grow. I love God with all my heart. Please pray that God can forgive me for the way I’m feeling.
Let me start out by telling you how much I love God. I have countless testimonies of His love and salvation.
Currently, I am going through some kind of test. I moved into a new apartment and ever since the new neighbors moved upstairs it has been a living hell. They constantly stomp, Slam and wake my family up in the middle of the night. We have a newborn that isn’t able to nap during the day and it’s hard to find time to relax and simply enjoy where we live. I have been praying (daily). I have spoken to management and there is no solution in place. I ask myself, is this fair? My response is that it’s not. I have no ill will for my neighbors and try to not be upset at them. When I get angry thoughts, I pray and think that they don’t do it on purpose, “that’s just the way they are.” I can’t move because the rent right now for a new place is almost double the money. I feel stuck and helpless. What’s worse is that I find myself questioning God and resentful towards God. Please pray for me to get through this situation. Please pray that God can deliver me and that my faith can grow. I love God with all my heart. Please pray that God can forgive me for the way I’m feeling.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.