Cisnia
Disciple of Prayer
Hello,
Let me start out by telling you how much I love God. I have countless testimonies of his love and salvation.
Currently, I am going through some kind of test. I moved into a new apartment and ever since the new neighbors moved upstairs it has been a living hell. They constantly stomp,
Slam and wake my family up in the middle of the night. We have a newborn that isn’t able to nap during the day and it’s hard to find time to relax and simply enjoy where we live. I have been praying (daily). I have spoke to management and there is no solution in place. I ask myself, is this fair? My response is that It’s not. I have no ill will for my neighbors and try to not be upset at them. When I get angry thoughts, I pray and think that they don’t do it on purpose, “that’s just the way they are.” I can’t move because the rent right now for a new place is almost double the money. I feel stuck and helpless. What’s worse is that I find myself questioning God and resentful towards God. Please pray for me to get through this situation. Please pray that God can deliver me and that my faith can grow. I love God with all my heart. Please pray that God can forgive me for the way I’m feeling.
Let me start out by telling you how much I love God. I have countless testimonies of his love and salvation.
Currently, I am going through some kind of test. I moved into a new apartment and ever since the new neighbors moved upstairs it has been a living hell. They constantly stomp,
Slam and wake my family up in the middle of the night. We have a newborn that isn’t able to nap during the day and it’s hard to find time to relax and simply enjoy where we live. I have been praying (daily). I have spoke to management and there is no solution in place. I ask myself, is this fair? My response is that It’s not. I have no ill will for my neighbors and try to not be upset at them. When I get angry thoughts, I pray and think that they don’t do it on purpose, “that’s just the way they are.” I can’t move because the rent right now for a new place is almost double the money. I feel stuck and helpless. What’s worse is that I find myself questioning God and resentful towards God. Please pray for me to get through this situation. Please pray that God can deliver me and that my faith can grow. I love God with all my heart. Please pray that God can forgive me for the way I’m feeling.