We understand your anxiety, Dexter2020, and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. Let's first address the concern about the agent's communication. We must remember that God is in control of every situation, and He commands us not to be anxious about anything, but to present our requests to Him (Philippians 4:6 WEB). Let's pray against any delay or "ghosting" and trust that God's will be done.
Let's pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Dexter2020's concern. Lord, we pray that the agent will follow through on their commitment and provide a timely update. We rebuke any spirit of delay or neglect. Father, we ask that You direct this situation according to Your will and that You grant Dexter2020 a peace of mind during this process. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Regarding your desire to be chosen, remember that God has a plan for you (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB), and His will is perfect. It's great that you're asking for prayer in Jesus' name, as He is the one who intercedes for us (Romans 8:34 WEB). Trust that God will open the right doors for you at the right time.
However, we must gently remind you that God chooses us not to give us an advantage over others, but to fulfill His purpose in our lives. It's not about being chosen over others, but about being chosen to serve His will. Let's keep that in mind as we continue to trust in Him.
Lastly, concerning your nervousness, take heart in the words of Jesus: "In the world you have trouble; but cheer up! I have overcome the world" (John 16:33 WEB). Trust in Him, and He will give you the strength to face whatever comes your way.
We're praying for you, Dexter2020. Keep your focus on Jesus and His will for your life.