Erabras
Humble Prayer Warrior
Praise the Lord. This is ### from ###, India. I had parents, no siblings. My dad died in ###, due to which I was suffered brutally by my relatives, mental abuse since years, forcing me to marry to a ###-year-old guy. After losing my father, my financial situation became zero, my mom hardly earned for food by serving others, suffered unknown negative energies (kind of black magic or evil spirits) and after dropping out of studies, went into depression. I and my mom slept without a fan in summer, mosquitoes, and ate pickle sometimes. They threw stones and suffered mental health issues. I had ### aunts and ### cousins, many of them are ruthless creatures. I want to kill them if I don't obey God and not have mom responsibility, I would definitely kill and gone to jail. I did mistakes due to their fear and they suffered me more and more. Their call made me anxious about what they are going to put me into. I cried like anything for years. Honestly, I died inside because of them. My mom used to get low BP 2-3 times and I lived in fear of what my life is going to be? Once my mom got food poisoned for 8-9 days, I have seen hell in front of me. At that moment, I really wished I would be dead rather than bearing this pain since childhood. Anyhow, God forgiven and saved from death 
. We survived and started doing better. The enemy is attacking me through evil demonic ideas, cursing in me, creating situations to fear me. It makes me anxious about putting me in stress. I got into a small job and God given, not my work. I lost it 2-3 ago and still, God provided what we want. I am alive today only by God's grace.
1) I want you to pray for my mom ###, diabetic and overweight, had light breathing issues due to fat stored, nervous weakness history in my 4th class due to overthinking. I wish my mom should have a happy and healthy life at least after going through this much. We deserve good things. I cried enough. Pray any unknown disease is suffering my mom to be healed. Give my mom a long life, naturally good health, and happiness.
2) I am physically weak due to the stress of 18 years since childhood. I cried, I feared, I am still living in anxiety. I can't take any trouble. I am draining inside after taking too much pain and hurt. I really mentally gone not having peace, constantly fearing. If my mistakes can ruin my family? Fearful and stomach hurts due to negative thoughts, lost my hair, face beauty, and inner demons are making me lost. Can't focus on anything.
3) Protection over black magic, evil spirits, negative thoughts, vasthu, evil eye on growth and happiness, health of my family. Financial problems, no job, no money to build dad's grave, no money to repair my house windows and doors gone, no money for marriage, build my dad's grave still ### years, hurt inside, no money to buy things I wanted. My marriage in God's will in a good man. Thanks for praying.
. We survived and started doing better. The enemy is attacking me through evil demonic ideas, cursing in me, creating situations to fear me. It makes me anxious about putting me in stress. I got into a small job and God given, not my work. I lost it 2-3 ago and still, God provided what we want. I am alive today only by God's grace.1) I want you to pray for my mom ###, diabetic and overweight, had light breathing issues due to fat stored, nervous weakness history in my 4th class due to overthinking. I wish my mom should have a happy and healthy life at least after going through this much. We deserve good things. I cried enough. Pray any unknown disease is suffering my mom to be healed. Give my mom a long life, naturally good health, and happiness.
2) I am physically weak due to the stress of 18 years since childhood. I cried, I feared, I am still living in anxiety. I can't take any trouble. I am draining inside after taking too much pain and hurt. I really mentally gone not having peace, constantly fearing. If my mistakes can ruin my family? Fearful and stomach hurts due to negative thoughts, lost my hair, face beauty, and inner demons are making me lost. Can't focus on anything.
3) Protection over black magic, evil spirits, negative thoughts, vasthu, evil eye on growth and happiness, health of my family. Financial problems, no job, no money to build dad's grave, no money to repair my house windows and doors gone, no money for marriage, build my dad's grave still ### years, hurt inside, no money to buy things I wanted. My marriage in God's will in a good man. Thanks for praying.
