Erabras
Humble Prayer Warrior
Praise the Lord Thankyou Jesus for every blessing and help This is raja kumari from khammam, India I had parents, No siblings. My dad died in 2013 ,Due to which I was suffered brutally by my relatives mental abuse since years, forcing me to marry to 12yrs older guy. After losing my father my financial situation become zero ,my mom hardly earned for food by serving others, suffered unknown negative energies (kind of black magic Or evil spirits) and after dropped out studies, Gone into depression . I and my mom slept without fan in summer, Mosquitoes and Ate pickle sometimes, They thrown stones and suffered mental health I had 5 aunts and 16 cousins, many of them are ruthless creatures, I want to kill them, if I don't obey God and not have mom resposibility I would definitely kill and gone to jail . I did mistakes due to their fear and they suffered me more and more, Their call made me anxious what they are going to put me into, I cried like anything for years, Honestly I died inside because of them. My mom used to get low bp 2-3 times and I lived in fear of what my life is going to be? Once my mom got food posioned like 8-9 days i have seen hell in front of me, At that moment I really wished I would be dead rather thn bearing this pain since childhood, Anyhow God forgiven and saved from death We survived and started doing better, Enemy is attacking me through evil demonic ideas, cursing in me, creating situation fear me, It make me anxious of putting me in stress. I got into small job and God given not my work, I lost it 2 -3 ago and still God provided what we want, I am alive today only by God's grace 1) I want you to pray for my mom krupamma , diabetic, hyper tension and over weight, Had light breathing issues due to fat stored, Nervous weakness history in my 4th class due to over thinking π΅β I wish my mom should have happy and healthy life atleast after going through this much, we deserve good things, I cried enough, pray any unknown disease is suffering my mom to be healed, Give my mom long life, naturally good health and happiness 2) I am physically weak due to stress of 18years since childhood , I cried, I feared, I am still living in anxiety, I can't take any trouble, I am draining inside after taking too much pain and hurt, I really mentally gone not having peace, constantly fearing, If my mistakes can ruin my family? Fearful and stomach hurts due to negative thots , lost my hair, face beauty and inner demons are making me Lost, can't focus on anything 3) Protection over black magic, evil spirits, Negative thots, vasthu,evil eye on growth and happiness,health of my family Financial problems 1) My dad's grave not built in 10yrs 2)My house doors and windows repair 3) My house papers are took by man rashd 4) My marriage has no savings Lost Job, God give food so surviving, Can't buy what I want, No dress for christmas God's will my marriage #Iambrokninsid Thanks for praying