Lydenal
Disciple of Prayer
Praise the Lord,good morning.To God be the Glory. Thank you Jesus,Amen. Prayer for my marriage/husband,(Rickardo Burrell).As I finish my morning prayer, I hear Is your husband for you? My husband for the past 3 years always looking for A get rich over night millionaire self owned career. He say to me if he get it started will I take it up & finish it? The feeling leads me in anxiety attacks every time. He has a son from a previous relationship. He say he’s looking to set up for his son’s. The first son 23/25 which Isn’t his biological son from another previously from the other relationship. Being with my husband is leaving me with A LOT of questions & insecurities. I really feel like, His family is his two sons & the mother to the second child which is his biological son. Signs Are present. The conversation clearly speaks of his son’s & Not us. He talks about building with me but it’s to set Up for the son’s future. This is Not of God. I have two adult children before marriage and he don’t speak of setting anything up for them. This is Our 1st marriage. I don’t feel this marriage is God. A woman shouldn’t feel away about her husband/marriage if the marriage was genuine. My husband communicates with the younger son mother and I have no knowledge of what’s going on It’s not discussed in our marriage.It feels like he Respect that relationship Over our marriage. Rickardo is Jamaican,I’m American. These thoughts cause me to rebel in our marriage because I like I’m been taking on A ride. We’ve been married for four years Have NOT grew or accomplished anything, behind on bills/in lack all the time. I’m not speaking negatively about none of this just speaking on it so you will know how to pray as I’m seeking super natural kingdom Help. Rickardo’s oldest sister Always calling or texting tell him don’t be unhappy for ANYONE because life to short. The sister Paula always in Rickardo’s ear about something,As if Rickardo is her son and isn’t an Adult. Rickardo doesn’t share with me his family issues but Rickardo will make haste to financially assist his kinsmen No matter if it leaves us in A bind/lack. When I mention it, We are in dispute. Rickardo say I Don’t want him to help his family. Helping his family causes our house hold an eviction notice on our door several times and no electricity once because Rickardo will give to them when we need it same time. My hair has falling out,very slow growth is present. I don’t sleep well @ night. Rickardo drives trucks, when he sleeps on the road is When I sleep Peaceful thru the night. When I invite Rickardo to pray with me it’s an excuse or some kind of distraction. When I suggest to Rickardo to plan with in everything he doesn’t receive well,he don’t Trust the word of God basically. I choose to have A closer relationship with God & Rickardo wants promise career making lots of money Right now for his kinsmen back in Jamaica. Not genuine for his wife/marriage. I choose to have A kingdom marriage with genuine love & spiritual guidance In Jesus Christ Name,Amen. I also, need prayer for Malik Bentley & AzariA for a second to come to Christ that they be saved and salvation for their souls Saved. The path they are on is unGodly. I’m Angela I stand in the need of prayer,That Jesus will equip me threw it all & to have a better relationship with my children. The communication between Rickardo & I Very poor. Misunderstanding every time We speak to one another. It shouldn’t be like that between husband and wife. Thank you for your prayers,Bless.