Hello, Keerthana. I’m praying that God will bless you and Irfan in a special way. May He be the center of your marriage and provide help and guidance as you trust in Him. Also, it might be helpful to speak to a counselor. If you’re in the U.S., I know that Focus on the Family can provide a free phone consultation with a licensed counselor if you call this number 855-382-5433. Blessings and peace to you, friend.