I went to a spa for a spa day with my mom and sister and while I was busy eating my main meal I relaxed sooo much that I forgot I was put under soo much stress and pressure to be a MC at the Christmas concert this year that when I was busy enjoying my meal and relaxing I had symptoms of hearing voices in my head and I had months on end that I didn't have any and I remembered things I've seen and read from a Christian psychiatrist and I made myself believe that whatever I see or hear it's not really there but somehow my folder in my brain that stored that information was gone because I was thinking about what she said on YouTube and what I read from her book and it was gone so I tried a new method after I asked for a calming tablet when I told my sister I wasn't feeling well and my eyes brimmed with tears because I couldn't discern from voices in my head or other topics the people were talking about and then I remembered I watched a sermon on YouTube from my favorite pastor ### that God's got the hard part done and the song take it all back from ###, ###, ###, after I was negative because I tried to remember that the voices in my head it's not true so I put what I listened to yesterday and put it on repeat in my mind it started getting better and it stopped completely and soo quickly so praise Jesus