I went to spa for a spa day with my mom and sister and while I was busy eating my main meal I relaxed sooo much that I forgot I was put under soo much stress and pressure to be a MC at the Christmas concert this year that when I was busy enjoying my meal and relaxing I had symptoms of hearing voices in my head and I had months on end that I didn't have any and I remembered things I've seen and read from a Christian psychiatrist and I made myself believe that whatever I see or hear it's not really there but somehow my folder in my brain that stored that information was gone because I was thinking about what she said on YouTube and what I read from her book and it was gone so I tried a new method after I asked for a calming tablet when I told my sister I wasn't feeling well and my eyes brimmed with tears because I couldn't decern from voices in my head or other topics the people were talking about and then I remembered I watched a sermon on YouTube from my favorite pastor Steven Furtic that God's got the hard part done and the song take it all back from Tauren Wells, We The Kingdom, Davies after I was negative because I tried to remember that the voices in my head it's not true so I put what I listened to yesterday and put it on repeat in my mind it started getting better and it stopped completely and soo quickly so praise Jesus