Gachtor
Disciple of Prayer
Praise God am esther av been in murstabation for 25yrs now iwas initiated to this while iwas in class 6 by a school mate this act always live me in so much quilt, my marriage broke 11 yrs back coz i had no feelings at all for my husband infact we could have sex and immediately after that i murstubate, am tied of this life my spiritual life is not sweet, i av 2 sons, my life is miserable with alot of debts working bt nothing to show, idesire and av made a decision to leave a holy life i desire to be filled by holyspirit.many times av made this decision i can stay for 2/3wks without mustubation then some forces force me till am unable to resist, i av never experienced dreaming with a spiritual husband bt after praying this prayerpoint yesterday i dreamt 4ladies wanting to romance me my private parts, 1of them was disabled she touched my private parts till i ejacuated at that moment i woke up it was so real.iwant to be free.oo God av mercy upon me.Thanks. s