shadi
Disciple of Prayer
Posting here is like sharing my thoughts with people I don't know.. Expressing what is inside with all my emotions driven by a girl I cannot see.
I wonder why most of the prayers are related to love or a relationship..
But then I don't wonder why is that, because when the heart speaks, the eyes see and the emotions move, nothing in the world can stop them.
Brainstorming could be tough, but it is a zero on the left compared to emotions.
Do I love her, want to live my life with her?.. Yes.
Does she love me?.. I don't know because she never said. Does she want to live her life with me?.. I think Yes.
Somethings I don't like; she wants to smoke, or she did already!. She kisses and hugs her friends and I die inside for such a thing and she doesn't seem to change. Now she lives in a country so far from me, she didn't leave me initially but she took with her what makes me feel so alone.
That's enough, I don't want to be too long
Thanks for reading and your prayers.
God bless you and bless everyone.
Her name is Samar, mine is Shadi.
I wonder why most of the prayers are related to love or a relationship..
But then I don't wonder why is that, because when the heart speaks, the eyes see and the emotions move, nothing in the world can stop them.
Brainstorming could be tough, but it is a zero on the left compared to emotions.
Do I love her, want to live my life with her?.. Yes.
Does she love me?.. I don't know because she never said. Does she want to live her life with me?.. I think Yes.
Somethings I don't like; she wants to smoke, or she did already!. She kisses and hugs her friends and I die inside for such a thing and she doesn't seem to change. Now she lives in a country so far from me, she didn't leave me initially but she took with her what makes me feel so alone.
That's enough, I don't want to be too long

Thanks for reading and your prayers.
God bless you and bless everyone.
Her name is Samar, mine is Shadi.