Rejoice with Sweaxulira! "A cheerful heart is good medicine" (Prov. 17:22). Let's thank God for moments of joy. Keep trusting Him for your needs, Sweaxulira. We're here for you! 
Hello everyone! Let's lift up 
In Nov. of 2023 my immunosuppressed husband started a new job as a cook bcuz his 19 yr old son moved in w/us who works but doesnt help us. In Dec. my husband contracted Covid being immunosuppressed so became very sick. In Feb. of 2024 I found him on his phone on free sex websites trying 2find local sex w/men in cars. Few months later he tried 2take out a credit card w/out telling me b4hand. Then he got mad bcuz I didn't want 2use all of our savings $8k 2buy a new used car @this time bcuz our marriage is unstable. So he got mad n tried 2buy a car on his own by borrowing money frm his parents n2 qualify 4a loan w/out me. A few weeks later he started smoking Meth in our bathroom I discovered by finding a receipt in car 4a torch 2use on the pipe. A few weeks later he threatened me physically n drove erratically scaring me n threatening 2leave me where I was receiving care n a few days later flipped out again worse n started acting very unstable n I called the police on him however nothing was done bcuz no reason2 arrest him. He has also started sleeping in our other bdrm by himself n yet demands sex n stays in tht bdrm days@ a time every month claiming tht it's cooler in there. He was also keeping his phone locked. He also changes the password on his email n Bank website whn ever I make him mad or we argue. He also went thru our computer trying 2find something on me but Idk y as there is nothing 2find. He started calling me names like Miss Perfect ir Miss Angel whn truth b told its bcuz im so afraid 2 do anything2 make him angry. He began then 2tell me tht no 1 will ever want 2hve me bcuz I need so much help physically due 2 the intensely painful arthritic autoimmune disease tht I've recently been diagnosed w/also saying that I am not marriage material. He said I don't do anything in the home n that he is tired of doing everything while I am ill so ive started doing more n hurt bad but he gets mad if it makes me too stiff to have sex. Now tht he is fully recovered from an organ transplant he received 2 years ago but complains about his health daily. He now has something going on w/his prostate. His disability benefits r now being challenged n he says this is 2 hard 4him 2do so I'm doing this 4him... all the prwrk n faxing. Idk how much more I can handle. I am beginning 2think tht he is demon possessed or being demon oppressed or something bcuz he has changed completely. He has anger episodes 2the point where I'm terrified n I walk on eggshells trying not 2say or do anything 2make him angry. This is my life right now n I don't want 2 live anymore. I hve nowhere 2go n I hve no money. The only shelter in our area has bed bugs n the housing list is a year or out. He thinks I have a plan to leave. I wonder why. God help him n God if u r real please HELP ME I feel so empty n lonely.
