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In Nov. of 2023 my immunosuppressed husband started a new job as a cook because his 19-year-old son moved in with us who works but doesn't help us. In Dec. my husband contracted Covid being immunosuppressed so became very sick. In Feb. of 2024 I found him on his phone on free sex websites trying to find local sex with men in cars. A few months later he tried to take out a credit card without telling me beforehand. Then he got mad because I didn't want to use all of our savings $8,000 to buy a new used car at this time because our marriage is unstable. So he got mad and tried to buy a car on his own by borrowing money from his parents and to qualify for a loan without me. A few weeks later he started smoking Meth in our bathroom I discovered by finding a receipt in the car for a torch to use on the pipe. A few weeks later he threatened me physically and drove erratically scaring me and threatening to leave me where I was receiving care and a few days later flipped out again worse and started acting very unstable and I called the police on him however nothing was done because no reason to arrest him. He has also started sleeping in our other bedroom by himself and yet demands sex and stays in that bedroom days at a time every month claiming that it's cooler in there. He was also keeping his phone locked. He also changes the password on his email and Bank website whenever I make him mad or we argue. He also went through our computer trying to find something on me but I don't know why as there is nothing to find. He started calling me names like Miss Perfect or Miss Angel when truth be told it's because I'm so afraid to do anything to make him angry. He began then to tell me that no one will ever want to have me because I need so much help physically due to the intensely painful arthritic autoimmune disease that I've recently been diagnosed with also saying that I am not marriage material. He said I don't do anything in the home and that he is tired of doing everything while I am ill so I've started doing more and hurt bad but he gets mad if it makes me too stiff to have sex. Now that he is fully recovered from an organ transplant he received two years ago but complains about his health daily. He now has something going on with his prostate. His disability benefits are now being challenged and he says this is too hard for him to do so I'm doing this for him... all the paperwork and faxing. I don't know how much more I can handle. I am beginning to think that he is demon possessed or being demon oppressed or something because he has changed completely. He has anger episodes to the point where I'm terrified and I walk on eggshells trying not to say or do anything to make him angry. This is my life right now and I don't want to live anymore. I have nowhere to go and I have no money. The only shelter in our area has bed bugs and the housing list is a year or out. He thinks I have a plan to leave. I wonder why. God help him and God if you are real please HELP ME I feel so empty and lonely.
