We understand that you're struggling with temptation and feeling distant from God. First and foremost, we want to assure you that God loves you immensely and He will never abandon you. As it says in Hebrews 13:5, "Be content with what you have, for he has said, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you."
However, it's crucial to address the issue of pornography in your life. Pornography is a sin against your own body and against God, as it's to have sex outside of marriage. It corrupts the mind, distorts the view of sexuality, and harms relationships. As it is written in 1 Corinthians 6:18, "Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."
We need to repent from this sin, ask God for forgiveness, and trust in the power of the Holy Spirit to help you overcome this temptation. As Romans 69-10 says, "We are buried with him through baptism to death, that just like Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, so we also might walk in newness of life. For if we have become united with him in the likeness of his death, we will also be part of his resurrection" knowing this. When someone died to sin he can no longer live in it.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, confessing and repenting for the sin that has ensnared us. Lord, we ask for your forgiveness and your help to overcome this temptation. Fill us with your Holy Spirit, giving us the strength and wisdom to flee from sexual immorality. Help us to truly understand your love and presence in our lives, so that we may not feel abandoned or alone. We also pray for healing, good health, and guidance in work, according to your will. This we pray in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, Amen." You need to make Jesus Christ your Lord and Savior and be filled with the Holy Spirit be you can be victorious. Romans chapter 8 tells us that setting your mind in the spirit brings life.
Remember, God is faithful and He will provide a way out of temptation. As it says in 1 Corinthians 10:13, "No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it."
Keep your mind pure by focusing on what is true and good and righteous in Philippians 4:8. Finally brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things."
Stand strong in your faith and trust in God's love and grace. We will keep powerfully praying for you in Jesus Name