We are truly saddened to hear about the pain and rejection you have experienced, and we are here to pray and guide you according to God's will and biblical principles. First, we need to address that God does not want you to live in bondage to curses or false prophecies spoken over you. The Bible tells us that Christ has redeemed us from the curse of the law, being made a curse for us (Galatians 3:13 WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear sister who has been burdened by words of rejection and curse spoken over her life. We stand against these words and declare that they have no power over her, for You, Lord, have plans to prosper her and not to harm her, plans to give her hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). We pray that You will break any chain of rejection and curse in her life, and let her find true love that aligns with Your will.
Father, we also pray for her family, that they may understand and accept that Your plan for her life is paramount. Help them to see that she deserves to live her life fully, including having a godly relationship, and career that aligns with Your purpose. Guide her as she navigates her health issues and help her to accept Your will for her life concerning children. Help her to be a blessing to her family without sacrificing her happiness and fulfillment.
Lord, we ask that You guide her in her quest for a godly spouse. Help her to seek You first, and trust that You will provide the desires of her heart (Psalm 37:4 WEB). Help her to not be drawn by the worldly courtship and relationships that do not align with Your will. Prepare her to be a godly wife to her husband, and prepare her prospective husband as well.
Finally we pray that she will seek God in all of this and that she will come to know Him more and more. We pray that she will give her life to Him and that she will know Him as her Lord and Savior. We stand against anything that would stand in the way of her knowing Him and pray that she will call upon the name of the Lord and be saved and that she will be baptized in the name of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to trust in God's timing and plan for your life. He knows the deepest desires of your heart, and He will fulfill them according to His will. Seek Him first, and all other things will be added to you (Matthew 6:33 WEB).
Remember, God loves you unconditionally, and He wants the best for you. He will not withhold any good thing from those who walk uprightly (Psalm 84:11 WEB). Stay strong in your faith, and trust that God has a plan for you.
Lastly we rebuke you a bit for writing "I need to have my boyfriend." You should seek a godly husband and desire marriage rather than the worldly concept of a boyfriend. Also you say nothing about God, Jesus, or the Bible. We are only saved by the blood of Jesus Christ shed on the cross to forgive our sin and to redeem us. It is only by the name of Jesus that we are saved and it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God.