We truly empathize with your pain and the emotional exhaustion you are experiencing. Let us come together in prayer and seek God's healing and restoration in your life.
Firstly, it is important to know that God's will is indeed not for you to live in loneliness, rejection, or abuse. In Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
Regarding the curses spoken over you, remember that words have power, but God's words and promises are greater. In Proverbs 18:21 (WEB), it is written, "Death and life are in the power of the tongue; those who love it will eat its fruit." We stand with you to break these curses and declare God's blessings instead.
Let us pray:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus. We bring our beloved sister in Christ to You, asking for Your divine intervention in her life. Lord, we rebuke and break every curse spoken over her, especially those uttered by her father. We uproot and destroy every negative word and replace them with Your words of love, healing, and blessing.
Father, we pray for complete healing from past traumas and abuse. Fill her heart with Your unfailing love. Give her the strength to forgive those who have hurt her, just as You have forgiven us.
We pray for godly relationships and companionship for her. May she find a loving spouse according to Your will, if that is her desire and in alignment with Your plan for her life. In Jesus' name, we declare that she is not lonely, sad, rejected, or traumatized anymore, but she is loved, cherished, and accepted.
Lord Jesus, we also pray that she will know You more intimately and experience the depth of Your love. May she find her identity and purpose in You.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to continue seeking God and trusting in His love and plans for you. Remember, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life." (John 3:16 WEB). It is through believing in Jesus Christ that we are saved and have access to God. Keep holding onto His promises, and He will never fail you. Stay strong in the Lord, and may the peace of God rule in your heart.