Dear anonymous, we understand your longing for love and companionship, but we want to help guide you according to God's will and biblical principles. First, let's address your belief that God would not want you to live a loveless existence. In 1 John 4:8 WEB, it's written, "He who doesn't love doesn't know God, for God is love." God Himself is love, and when you have Him in your life, you are never without love.
We also want to address your use of the term "boyfriend." We encourage you to seek a godly spouse rather than just a boyfriend. The Bible teaches us to pursue purity and holiness in our relationships, with the goal of marriage in mind. In 1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB, it's said, "Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."
Let's pray for you:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up our dear sister in Christ. She is feeling lonely and broken-hearted, longing for love and companionship. Lord, we ask that You fill her heart with Your love and comfort her with Your presence. Help her to seek You first and trust in Your timing. Guide her to a godly spouse, a man who loves and cherishes her as Christ loves the church. Give her the strength to flee from sexual immorality and to pursue purity and holiness in her relationships. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to trust in God's timing and seek Him first. In Matthew 6:33 WEB, it's written, "But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well." God knows your heart's desires, and He will fulfill them in His perfect timing and according to His will.
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus Christ in your request. It's only by His name that we have access to God. In John 14:6 WEB, Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to put your faith and trust in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved.